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2009 hampir berakhir. Hanya tinggal beberapa jam lagi sebelum the last curtain call. Bagi Jijah 2009 agak bermakna kerana ini pertama kali Jijah dapat duduk sebumbung sebantal dengan MM 24/7. Sebelum itu, 3 tahun lebih kami hanya menjadi weekend husband & wife. Maksudnya hanya berjumpa di hujung minggu. Pernah juga cecah sebulan lebih dan memaksa Jijah membuat keputusan gila dengan memandu seorang diri ke tempat MM bekerja. Hampir terkejut beruk MM dibuat Jijah.

Selain daripada itu, anak buah Jijah & MM juga terus bertambah. Semakin besar family kami. Namun begitu kami masih berdua. Mungkin tuhan suruh kami terus honeymoon dan kami memang tak jemu untuk honeymoon selalu. Alhamdulillah meskipun tiada si kecil di samping kami, kami masih gembira dan bahagia. Kadang² adalah sedikit gelinciran lidah berlaku tapi itu fenomena biasa dalam rumahtangga. Percayalah jika kita benar² embrace kehidupan berumahtangga, perkara demikian akan membantu merapatkan perhubungan suami isteri :)

2009 juga menyaksikan Jijah telah terkena 'greed trap' bukan speed trap buat pertama kalinya. Selalunya Jijah kena speed trap sebab memandu agak laju sehingga MM pernah merayu supaya Jijah kawal gaya pemanduan. Sejak duduk berhampiran sekolah Jijah hanya memandu 80 km/j sahaja. Namun begitu, tahun ini Jijah telah menjadi seorang shopaholic yang terlampau. Itu sebab Jijah sudah kena 'greed trap'. Betapa mudahnya untuk membeli belah secara online telah menyebabkan Jijah indulged terlebih. Hence, Jijah telah berjanji dengan MM untuk tidak lagi shopping sebaliknya Jijah akan cuba doublekan simpanan yang sedia ada. Ini semua kerana kami teringin menyiapkan rumah kecil kami seselesa mungkin. Rumah itu dijangka bakal siap tahun hadapan. Modalnya pastilah besar. Bagaimana Jijah ingin double simpanan? Itu.. tunggu dan lihat.. :)

Sempena tahun yang baru ini juga..

• Jijah berazam untuk menjadi hambaNYA yang lebih baik. Lebih beramal jariah daripada membuang duit entah ke mana.
• Jijah juga mahu menjadi guru yang lebih bagus. Kalau dulu Jijah datang sekolah awal hanya kerana berebut parking tapi sekarang Jijah berazam demi seorang Jijah yang sentiasa awal. Lagipun.. parking kereta memang tak de.
• Jijah juga berazam untuk memberikan buatkerja yang sangat baik sebelum Jijah mohon untuk berpindah balik semula ke kampung halaman tahun hadapan. Betul, Jijah akan berpindah ke Klang. Mohon sahaja, dapat belum tentu.
• Jijah juga berazam untuk menjadi seorang isteri yang baik, dengan mengurangkan waktu berinternet sebaliknya mengemop lantai rumah at least 2 hari sekali (instead of once a week) dan memasak sekiranya masakan kantin adalah tidak sedap untuk ditapau.
• Jijah juga ingin menjadi anak dan kakak yang baik pada keluarga Jijah dan keluarga MM. Tak mau gaduh2 lagik :)
• Jijah juga ingin terus cantik dan anggun.. seterusnya menukar gelaran Jijah Montel kepada Jijah Menawan.. errkkkk.. yeee.. Jijah berazam untuk lebih konsisten dalam usaha untuk menguruskan badan (pagi tadi bedal nasi lemak singgit 2 bungkus). Lunch only Usana. Dinner.. tak tau lagik.. haruslah Usana sahaja bersama sedikit oat.

Itulah dia.. Secara keseluruhan, Jijah harap 2010 akan bermula dengan baik (dengan menonton avatar 3D) dan berterusan makmur sepanjang tahun. Jijah harap MM dan Jijah terus sihat dan semoga lebih murah rezeki. Jijah juga mendoakan ahli keluarga dan kawan² semua kebaikan yang sama. Semoga Tuhan memberkati 2010 untuk semua.

only 2

If you still remember about my entry on USANA NUTRIMEAL.... I was not that committed. You can asked my sisters. I took it religiously only on the first week upon its arrival. After that, I went back to Klang and stayed there for more than 2 weeks. Duduk dengan mak, so haruslah tidak control makan langsung. Only the second week of my staying I skipped dinner but I still did not commit in taking USANA. I took it like only twice. Once I get back here I started to take it accordingly. I varied the way of consuming it as in chocolate milkshake and sometimes plain USANA with some oat added up. Surprisingly after almost a month.. kejap on.. kejap off.. I managed to loose 2 kg=4.4pounds. Interesting isnt it? and without exercising either.. just some house chores and walking around ( window shopping).. and good sleep at night :)

I see you..

*pic is googled

I see you.. that was what Neytiri said when she saw Jake Sully got off the Toruk Macto.. a scene from the movie AVATAR. Initially was just thinking of giving Ijun and 2 other cousins a movie treat.. it was either the Zombieland or Avatar.. We all agreed for Avatar since Zombieland was not yet screening. Being a non sci fi person I dont prefer those futuristic kinda movie.. I dont really fancy Star Trek nor Star Wars and not even The Matrix.. in fact.. sometimes I hate it, scared or simply because I usually lost track of its storyline.

I prefer chick lits, love comedy or action packs.. I even thought of taking some nap during the movie but Avatar was a good choice indeed.. For the first time I felt like watching a sci fi movie over and over again.. I was wide awake, "jakun" and engaged to the movie the whole time..

To me it was not just a science fiction.. it was more like a spiritual story with being kind to mother earth and anti war messages. The beautiful scenic of Pandora.. which is rich of some minerals that human are so desperate of.. the movie even made me hate the mankind for the first time.. how greedy men disgust me.. most interesting was when the scene that they, the Navi, natives of Pandora whisper a kind of prayer before they kill the animal that they want to eat in order to respect the nature and being grateful for it.. sort of similar to our approach of sembelih ritual..

Overall.. I just could not have enough.. I dont know how to explain, understand or even compare the CGI with other movies but those CGI characters seemed so alive that I even thought those blue people of Pandora were really alive.. that Pandora really exist.. It was just so real.. if only TGV Bukit Raja has it in the 3D version.. I heard it was far more better.. personally, I have no doubt that Avatar will lead to a whole new movie cult.. just like like the LOTR or Twilight :)

that's that..

A week has passed since I came back to my hometown. Not a single day is wasted since almost everyday ada je hal nya.. Finally today I have the chance to have my own sweet time reading and checking updates of this blog and FB.. and Friendster too.. to my suprise, FS aint nothing like before. So fresh and kinda similar like FB with more colours.. well.. I think its about time.. I heard in the news that FS users has been dropping by millions ever since FB was launched.

By the way, Jijah kat Starbucks ni. Love the coffee despite the unacceptable and unreasonable price. I brought my Ijun ( my youngest bro) along and sedap2 jek kena pau dengan dia.. huhhuuu.. come to think of it, bila lagi nak belanja adik ku yg gedebab ini.. though the coffee was good.. but the line was sucks.. semput pulak tu.. susah betul nak upload gambo in FB..

Ok then.. that's that.. kang Jijah cerita semua that happened these few days... ada yang muntah ijo and migraine pulak kang.. Anyone yang rindu kat cik Jijah ni.. cewwwwaaahh.. rindu.. boleh lah tengok latest piccas of MM and me with the family.. and friends in the Facebook.. esok ada reunion lagik ni.. cant wait to see them along with their little monsters.. eh munchkinsss laah.... hehehehe... till then fellas..

out & about

Jijah is leaving Dungun for merely 2 weeks starting today. As of right now, Im still struggling doing the packing. Big fuss... since Im only packing for two but still pening kepalo to decide which one to be cramp into the tiny bag. Anyway usually the packing only takes me a few minutes. To start that few minutes takes me forever.. hehehehe.. so this is kind of a holiday minus MM that he actually going back to Dungun on Sunday.. huhuhuuu.. meanwhile I stay back in Klang, with my family..

Feeling reluctant and yet elated.. reluctant because MM leaving me.. ke yours truly is the one who leaving him? either one.. and elated because cant wait to spend more time with my family especially Ijun, my youngest busyukk brother. He was begging me to teach him how to write notes as his prep for next year PMR. Sigh.. he is going to be in his form 3 next year.. such a big charming boy.. he used to be small.. and so cute... andddd.. so elated too that I get to see my besties again :) and maybe.. if ada rezeki I may get the chance to indulge in the year end sale... yippie!!

One more thing being away means no internet. Thus I will be offline for most of the time. I will find sometimes and place eg starbuck or mcD perhaps to get some updates for my FB and my messy blog :) so.. see yaa!!

jijah mengidam!!

hikkkssss... its the estee lauder blockbuster 2009 set!!! I just cant resist the temptation... helppppppp.... jijah tengah terkepar-kepar ni.. overrrrrr sangat kan :)

as per request

Baiklah kawan2.. and you know who you are.. sila lah tengok hasil tangkapan Jijah ketika hujan lebat tempoh hari... masa sale jek Jijah mampu membuat tangkapan besar gini.. kalau tak sale.. sekadar memandang dari jauh sambil menggigit kuku dan memendam perasaan.. my mis tres hermanas.. janganlah korang menyampah dengan kakak korang ni ye.. I am just so pathetic and helpless in this matter.. tak berdaya dik.. hikksss..

ni pesen twist namanya..

ni pun twist jugak..

ni pesen biasa tapi 2 tone

yg ni pesen latest kata SA tuh.. twist jugak...

yang ni tak ingat la jenis ape..
pesen batu gamaknya..

Yang ini.. spesel.. ecewaaaahhh.. haaakkk tuuiii.. still I just cant help myself to camwhore.. yes I know.. I AM THAT PATHETIC ok.. tapi kalau tak posing dan berPERASANG dalam blog sendiri.. kat mana lagi akak nak buat dek nonnnn.. memang tadek can punya...

eerrr.. ni pun pesen batu jugak..

ya ampunnn... silalah abaikan kulit muka yang kusam dan kering itu.. kalau perati sangat takut hilang selera makan pulak nanti.. ok.. itu sahaja hasil tangkapan terbesar setakat ini... sekian terima kasih!!!

much ado about nothing

People have been asking what am I doing at home during this holiday. Despite being a full time housewife, rotations of tuition class in school, my own home tuition, a couple of readings and surfing the net, there is nothing much to do here.. I barely go out unless nak gi sidai dan angkat kain.. thats all.. and yes, forgot to mention that I cook lunch for MM. He is having lunch at home almost everyday if he is not busy. Cuti sekolah boleh la jadik domestic diva kan.. selalu Jijah tapau jek kat kantin tu..

Kinda boring, no? tu yang tengah malam tadi, I was about to log out when one of my good buddy YM-ed me. I just couldnt resist to chat with her since I barely talk to people except than MM and budak2 tuition.. the midnite chat dragged till 3.30am when us both memang dah sangap ternguap2.. tulah dia kan bila dapat bersembang... I admit being a chatty person tension jugak bila dok diam aje :) pathetic kan?

By the way.. currently Im listening to this two. I keep on playing it back to back.. jemu dengan Zee tukar NM and vice versa. I think I like the first twilight's ost lagi la.. I cant explain why tapi NM's ost macam ada sikit kurengg but I just love the White Demon Love Song by The Killers.. and the Death Cab for Cuttie's too.. but Zee Avi.. her album is a masterpiece.. exceptional.. I looooovvveee all her songs.. seriously.. boleh kena la pulak dengan jiwa Jijah yang ganas kadang2 ni kan.. zee's music is slow.. relax and soothing.. so maybe some part of me memang lembut gitewww...

Just so you know.. I am coming/going back to Klang/KL this weekend. Maybe on Thursday or Friday. Cant confirm yet. Have to wait for MM's schedule. Kita ni ikut je kan.. My BIL is getting married this Sunday. Ikutkan hati mahu aje jemput semua orang yang Jijah kenal tapi apakan daya.. majlis orang.. after that MM will go back to Dungun all by himself.. and Jijah will be staying with my family for good 2 weeks sampai le Christmas.. huhuuhuuu.. sediihhh.. kekasih hati ku balik sorang2 ke sana..

Right now.. I am missing this little girl so much... she is only 5 months old.. tapi suka sangat dengan laptop and hp.. kalau tengah melalak tak hengat dunia tu, bagi hp, jadi ok.. ajaib kan? though kadang2 ditepuk atas bahu dek mak ngah or mak long juga membantu.. maklum lahhh empuk.. kusen dunloppilo la katakan.. ummi dia macam tiang lampu jek.. kuwoooosss.. jangan mara nah ummi.. hehehee

jannah and lap top

jannah and mak ngah

jannah and sexyness.. heh

so mak long crop sikit.. muahh!!

december rain

Hujannnnnn yang turunnnn bagaikan mutiaraaaaa.. ececewaaahh.. senang hati jek kan? seronok tau.. setiap hari hujan... sejuk ajek.. tak pakai deodorant pun takpa sebab kurang berpeluh.. level hangit hanyalah suam2 kuku gitewwww kan.. alahhh.. Jijah duk rumah jek.. tak gi mana2 sangat pun.. best kan hujan? walaupun baju lambat kering namun cuaca yang ala2 winter ini memang sangat besttttt.. syukur kepadaNYA di atas rahmat ini... tetaaaaappiiiiii.. apabila kejadian seperti ini berlaku...

Jijah nak payungkan dia.. tapi MM macam macho..

tak mahu dipayungkan.. hehehe..

maka, basah lah lencun dia dek hujan lebat..

dah lah basah jherrukk orang ganu kata... nat tayar tu

punyalah ketat gila.. sampai bersepak terajang la si MM

tu nak loosen nat tu..

Benar belaka.. tayar kereta pecah ketika on the way to berjimba-jimba di Kuantan Jumaat lepas. Bengang bak kata si akim AF7 (jijah gugel ni).. bukan bengang kat hujan.. tapi bengang kat jalan yang berlubang. Mau tak bengang. Masa balik Klang last week kereta tuh dah tip top servis balancing alignment sampai tukar tayar siap. To be exact, Isnin last week.. which means jangka hayat tayar tu tak sampai pun seminggu lagi. Inilah yang orang kata.. malang tak berbau..

namun begitu.. kami bengang sikit jek. Udah tak ada rezeki kami.. redha ajek la.. and so the journey to Kuantan continued.. hehhehe.. kalau patah balik Dungun pun.. semua kedai adalah tutup pada hari Jumaat.. maka MM dengan semangat memandu sambil berhati2 menuju destinasi.. walaupun mood adalah sedikit kureeeengggg..

iyeeee... item pertama dalam shopping list kami ialah tayar baru.. dan biasalah sampai kat kedai tu.. bukan tayar jek kena tukar.. rim bengkoklah.. nat hilang lah.. maka berterbangan lah dalam 200++ jugak.. apa nak buat..

tiba-tiba...... setibanya kami di Kuantan..

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Mood akak pun boost up kembali!!! MM sengaja parking kereta betul2 depan Ariani tau.. saja jek tau nak gegar akak.. memang gegar punnnnn... tu dia 90% lessss!! Apa lagi kan.. akak pun berjimba2 dengan penuh girang la kat dalam Ariani tu. MM pulak pergi cari baju spare nak tukar baju basah dia.. terkinja2 sensorang la akak dalam kedai tu..

Ada lah dekat 6 helai hasil tangkapan di Ariani semalam.. puas hati ku... ishhh ishh ishhh.. mengucap Jijah.. mengucap.. tapi terfikir jugak tau.. asal gi jek Ariani mesti ada sale.. asal sale jek mesti Ariani. Hari tu gi Ariani Mutiara Damansara pun sale jugak.. tapi tak la sampai 90%.. agaknya susah dah nak jual kot.. kan banyak dah pesaing sekarang.. bagus bagus... I loiiikkkkeee!!

Sesudah berhabis uwaaanggg di Ariani, kami pun ke ECM (sopping kompleks kebanggaan rakyat Pahang) nak jenguk2 kemeriahan YEAR END SALE di sana.. memang meriahhh.. tapiiiii.. tak semeriah yang ini...

Addduhhhh.. jauh sangat nak ke PJ sana.. Jijah terpaksa 'makan hati' sebab tak boleh balik KL minggu ni. Lagipun adik ipar nak kenduri next week. Kelam kabut lah MM kalau Jijah paksa gak balik KL minggu ni kan.. takpe.. lain kalilah (pujuk ati sendiri).. kalau ada rezeki :)

Begitulah kisah December Rain.. hujan di Terengganu nampaknya dah reda.. tapi hujan "megasale" baru nak mula.. hmmm.. bagus jugak duk sini.. jauh dari tempat2 yang boleh merabakkan poket ku.. tidor lagi sedap.. *sigh*

side note: thanx to CIK NINA.. sebab belanja karaoke semalam (sempat lagik kan?)... hehehheee.. babe.. we should do it often.. best giler masa kita melalak lagu jai ho!!

rimas

Perkara Satu

Pernah tak dapat panggilan yang promote² hoilday card, vacation card, points card, membership dan sebagainya? Pernah kan.. rimas lah!!! Sangat rimas tau kalau nombor yang tak dikenali appear on hp screen tuh. Jijah bukan nak sangat kondem diorang ni. Jijah amat memahami yang mereka pun sedang mencuba mencari rezeki halal. Jijah pun pernah berada di tempat mereka ni. Daripada buat benda merapu better kerja gini. Merasa jugaklah suasana 9 to 5 (sambil humming ninnneee too fivee)..

Masalahnya verrryyy annoying tau.. bila disuruh kita jadi member itu ini. Mula² katanya percuma dapat itu ini. Bila kita kata, OK jek.. dia pun kata kena bayar 300++ (vary on type of membership). Pulak.. kata percuma.. hisshhhh.. Kadang² bila dapat bila bunyi berdering sampai rasa benci kat hp tu pun ada. Mana diorang dapat nama dan nombor telefon kita ni ye.. hmmm… Rasanya Jijah tau dari mana.. dulu² kan Jijah pernah kerja bank kan.. buat marketing.. Pernah la bos Jijah bagi satu contact list prospect client. Bos kata dia beli dengan orang. Amboiiiii.. senang² jek kan jual² maklumat/butiran peribadi kita kat orang lain. Rasa² boleh saman tak orang tu kalau kita dapat tau siapa yang punya angkaraaa?

Perkara Dua

Jijah ada akaun Skype and YM. Jijah takde masalah dengan YM tapi Skype. Jijah ni online Skype pun macam ala² segan gitewww… selalu set status: away or invisible.. sebab tak suka nak accept request orang² yang tak dikenali. Jijah puas dah merasa asam garam dunia ber"chatting" ni. Mula zaman IRC, ALAMAK sampai le sekarang ni YM, Skype.. udah masaaaaakkk sangat dengan sesetengah sikap manusia yang penipu dan sebagainya.. tapi.. ehhhh.. tapi pulak kan? Ngeggegehh.. ada loop hole jugak.. Jijah tengok jugak hamba² Allah yang request tuh kot munasabah ajek Jijah accept lerr.. tak kira bangsa jugak.. among favourite Jijah yang pandai cakap omputih... Idakle nak berlagak tapi Jijah ingat boleh la Jijah dapat peluang untuk perbaiki mutu berkomunikasik bahasa Inggeris Jijah. Sumpah takdak niat laaaaiinnnn.. English wannabe la kununnnnn.. ni pinjam istilah mak ji esah.. wakakak..

Panjang benor mukadimah. Alkisahnya ada la satu orang kawan Skype Jijah ni. Lama dah Jijah bersembang dengan dia ni. Selalu sembang pasal girlfriend dia, pasal kerja. Jijah pun sembang la pasal sekolah, pasal Jijah. Lately ni.. dia jadik ala² pelik pulak.. dia duk nganto email bukan² kat JIjah.. mulanya Jijah ingat dia melawak jek.. makin lama makin banyak.. alaaaaa… lama² Jijah pun jadik rimasssss.. ssssooooo.. zasssssssssss.. Jijah pun block dan spamkan email add dia.. mesti dia kecik ati dengan Jijah kan? Kecik ke? Hmm.. Lantak la situ.. Jijah nak larikkkkk jauh² dari dia.. readddyyy…1 2 3.. larikkkkkkk!!!

new challenge

Actually it had reached my door since last week and before that stranded at the courier office for more than a week. Prior to days of very heavy rain hence the delayed. A bit pissed off too because the courier people told me that they dont service my area so I have to collect it myself way down to Dungun.

So the new challenge begun. I tried to take one yesterday during my breakfast. It was quite good... nasib baik chocolate.. if vanilla... mesti aku tak boleh telan.. matilaaa.. aiza marah.. heheee...

Yesterday I only tried once in the morning but I think I could see the result already. Not that I shed pounds but buang air besar right away after meals. Thats good isnt it? I believe its kinda detoxification thing. Im not sure though. Lets see today.

bags poem

a few months ago..

I had ordered this..

thanx to her..

you are the nicest person ever..

for almost making my dream came true..

but..

for some reason..

ianya tinggal angan2 saja..

now..

as I look at the money that is returned..

Jijah pasang angan2 lagi..

I want this..

or this..

or maybe.. this..

or.. can I wish that I have all 3 of them?

hahahhahaaa...

but I know..

I always want this..

I wish that MM or my father

is tukang cap duit...

or better.. I myself a tukang cap duit juaaaa..

so that I can just cap.. cap.. cap..

and beli whatever bags I want...

haihhhh..

mengucap Jijah..

mengucap..

of New Moon &.. Ninja Assassin..

Amongst the wajibun ghunnah thing that hubby and I should do when we get back to hometown.. is spending our own sweet time at JJ Bukit Raja.. huhhh.. tak cukup2 lagi berdua2an kat ceruk Dungun tuhhh.... jangan marahhh aaaa.. Why JJ Bukit Raja.. the feeling.. that old school feeling.. almaklumlah nih tempat dating by default.. ever since we started dating.. tak jemu2.. hehheeee.. ala2 sentimental value gitewwww ( sila.. sila muntah..)

By the way.. back on the subject.. I had officially watched the long awaited New Moon.. verdict? hmmm.. overall it wasnt a disappointment.. I love the movie as much as I love the first saga:Twilight.. I think it did not stray much from the book.. 95% true to the book I would say with a little bit less of Edward.. though MM did complaining that the fight scene should be longer.. oh well.. obviously he didnt read the book to realize the fact that the fight scene was initially did not exist.. not in the book.. I like the cinematography though.. and there were 2 kissing scenes between Bella and Edward were censored.. hahahahaa.. kat Malaysia jek pun and it did not affect the storyline much.. above all.. cant wait for the next saga.. ECLIPSE.. I think its due on June next year.. and there will be more and more Edward.. I bet!!

Enough of New Moon.. right now I cant stop thinking of Rain.. remember Full House? He was so cute in that series.. but being a kung fu manic in the Ninja Assassin.. really took me by surprise.. and MM was so happy with the movie.. its an 18sx rated movie if Im not mistaken.. not that its full of steamy sexy scenes but full of gory bloody actions.. I dont have to explain all the details but seeing Rain who got so buffed up.. it was really raininggggggly sexyyy.. kalah Jacob Black ok!! You'll get what I mean if you watch it.. hehheeee.. the fight scenes were superb.. I wonder if Rain did all the stunts himself but he was a good dancer though.. how does that relate? hehehee.. all I got to say about the movie.. Its worth all your money if you are a fan of Rain and action pack....

nota kaki: while watching New Moon.. there was this unpleasant sound.. I noticed it at the censored parts and somewhere in the middle of it.. MM cakap macam cd rosak jek.. I couldnt agree more.. how on earth that could happen.. ni mesti ada orang nak sabotaj ni.. hmmm.. musykil..