entirely...
like 100% upside down..
believe it or not..
drama korea pun dah tak terlayan dah..
not to mention the normal tv programme...
leisure? everything is put on hold..
even pergi sekolah pun tak mcm dulu..
i used to be a diva.. flawless make up..
thick eye shadow with macthing baju kurung plus tudung..
but not anymore..
everyday is sans make up..
just bare naked face even without the sunscreen...
baju kurung ikut dan.. mostly yg tak payah gosok...
kerja2 sekolah sedaya upaya be settled at school..
not to be brought home at all..
the nites.. have been sleepless...
not so cosy and sound like it used to be..
i have more worries..
now i know how my mother used to feel like..
kudos to her for bearing all five of us..
of all these..
this is the best decision i have made so far..
banyak perkara dah berubah...
and finally..
i found new meaning and new direction of my life..
my life couldnt be more happier..
or even sweeter...
for now i finally have..
ADAM
Adam's milestone at his 34th day today..
1. weighed 3.9kg ( he was 2.46kg at birth)
2. had his one month jab with his face gone all red and crying his lungs out sebab was caught of guard (had it this morning)..
3. drinking 3 ounces milk every 90 minutes instead of 2 ounces in the beginning..
4. menangis berlagu2 mcm budak dah 3/4 bulan.. hehehe
5. mengagah.. yup.. he responses to us even though he is only a month old :)
6. he also responses very well to his ayah.. MM..
adam.. terima kasih kerana hadir dalam hidup ayah dan ibu... for now.. all we wish for is for you to grow up healthily.. amin..
