i am a bee

hari itu tadek idea.. betul berhari2 idea tak datang. Sekarang idea ada.. sangat banyak.. thanx to those yang bagi idea in my FB status.. already started writing a few but damn was so busy that I couldnt find time just to publish it sampailah cerita dah jadi basi... as busy as a bee my life is now.. as if ramailah pembaca setia kunun... by the way though life is packed, I still managed to join a get together with some friends yesterday... a small farewell party for a dear friend and my twilight buddy :D.. who is going to further her studies to the land of the kanggaroo.. truly gonna miss her.. huuhuuuhhuu..

from clockwise: me, baiti, kiah, harry, elly and apis

*the itinerary was eat.. and eat some more from as early as 10am till 3pm..

balik rumah perut adalah over sengkak.. kenyang sampai sekarang which is 3.35pm of today..

di sini bermula

2009 hampir berakhir. Hanya tinggal beberapa jam lagi sebelum the last curtain call. Bagi Jijah 2009 agak bermakna kerana ini pertama kali Jijah dapat duduk sebumbung sebantal dengan MM 24/7. Sebelum itu, 3 tahun lebih kami hanya menjadi weekend husband & wife. Maksudnya hanya berjumpa di hujung minggu. Pernah juga cecah sebulan lebih dan memaksa Jijah membuat keputusan gila dengan memandu seorang diri ke tempat MM bekerja. Hampir terkejut beruk MM dibuat Jijah.

Selain daripada itu, anak buah Jijah & MM juga terus bertambah. Semakin besar family kami. Namun begitu kami masih berdua. Mungkin tuhan suruh kami terus honeymoon dan kami memang tak jemu untuk honeymoon selalu. Alhamdulillah meskipun tiada si kecil di samping kami, kami masih gembira dan bahagia. Kadang² adalah sedikit gelinciran lidah berlaku tapi itu fenomena biasa dalam rumahtangga. Percayalah jika kita benar² embrace kehidupan berumahtangga, perkara demikian akan membantu merapatkan perhubungan suami isteri :)

2009 juga menyaksikan Jijah telah terkena 'greed trap' bukan speed trap buat pertama kalinya. Selalunya Jijah kena speed trap sebab memandu agak laju sehingga MM pernah merayu supaya Jijah kawal gaya pemanduan. Sejak duduk berhampiran sekolah Jijah hanya memandu 80 km/j sahaja. Namun begitu, tahun ini Jijah telah menjadi seorang shopaholic yang terlampau. Itu sebab Jijah sudah kena 'greed trap'. Betapa mudahnya untuk membeli belah secara online telah menyebabkan Jijah indulged terlebih. Hence, Jijah telah berjanji dengan MM untuk tidak lagi shopping sebaliknya Jijah akan cuba doublekan simpanan yang sedia ada. Ini semua kerana kami teringin menyiapkan rumah kecil kami seselesa mungkin. Rumah itu dijangka bakal siap tahun hadapan. Modalnya pastilah besar. Bagaimana Jijah ingin double simpanan? Itu.. tunggu dan lihat.. :)

Sempena tahun yang baru ini juga..

• Jijah berazam untuk menjadi hambaNYA yang lebih baik. Lebih beramal jariah daripada membuang duit entah ke mana.
• Jijah juga mahu menjadi guru yang lebih bagus. Kalau dulu Jijah datang sekolah awal hanya kerana berebut parking tapi sekarang Jijah berazam demi seorang Jijah yang sentiasa awal. Lagipun.. parking kereta memang tak de.
• Jijah juga berazam untuk memberikan buatkerja yang sangat baik sebelum Jijah mohon untuk berpindah balik semula ke kampung halaman tahun hadapan. Betul, Jijah akan berpindah ke Klang. Mohon sahaja, dapat belum tentu.
• Jijah juga berazam untuk menjadi seorang isteri yang baik, dengan mengurangkan waktu berinternet sebaliknya mengemop lantai rumah at least 2 hari sekali (instead of once a week) dan memasak sekiranya masakan kantin adalah tidak sedap untuk ditapau.
• Jijah juga ingin menjadi anak dan kakak yang baik pada keluarga Jijah dan keluarga MM. Tak mau gaduh2 lagik :)
• Jijah juga ingin terus cantik dan anggun.. seterusnya menukar gelaran Jijah Montel kepada Jijah Menawan.. errkkkk.. yeee.. Jijah berazam untuk lebih konsisten dalam usaha untuk menguruskan badan (pagi tadi bedal nasi lemak singgit 2 bungkus). Lunch only Usana. Dinner.. tak tau lagik.. haruslah Usana sahaja bersama sedikit oat.

Itulah dia.. Secara keseluruhan, Jijah harap 2010 akan bermula dengan baik (dengan menonton avatar 3D) dan berterusan makmur sepanjang tahun. Jijah harap MM dan Jijah terus sihat dan semoga lebih murah rezeki. Jijah juga mendoakan ahli keluarga dan kawan² semua kebaikan yang sama. Semoga Tuhan memberkati 2010 untuk semua.

december rain

Hujannnnnn yang turunnnn bagaikan mutiaraaaaa.. ececewaaahh.. senang hati jek kan? seronok tau.. setiap hari hujan... sejuk ajek.. tak pakai deodorant pun takpa sebab kurang berpeluh.. level hangit hanyalah suam2 kuku gitewwww kan.. alahhh.. Jijah duk rumah jek.. tak gi mana2 sangat pun.. best kan hujan? walaupun baju lambat kering namun cuaca yang ala2 winter ini memang sangat besttttt.. syukur kepadaNYA di atas rahmat ini... tetaaaaappiiiiii.. apabila kejadian seperti ini berlaku...

Jijah nak payungkan dia.. tapi MM macam macho..

tak mahu dipayungkan.. hehehe..

maka, basah lah lencun dia dek hujan lebat..

dah lah basah jherrukk orang ganu kata... nat tayar tu

punyalah ketat gila.. sampai bersepak terajang la si MM

tu nak loosen nat tu..

Benar belaka.. tayar kereta pecah ketika on the way to berjimba-jimba di Kuantan Jumaat lepas. Bengang bak kata si akim AF7 (jijah gugel ni).. bukan bengang kat hujan.. tapi bengang kat jalan yang berlubang. Mau tak bengang. Masa balik Klang last week kereta tuh dah tip top servis balancing alignment sampai tukar tayar siap. To be exact, Isnin last week.. which means jangka hayat tayar tu tak sampai pun seminggu lagi. Inilah yang orang kata.. malang tak berbau..

namun begitu.. kami bengang sikit jek. Udah tak ada rezeki kami.. redha ajek la.. and so the journey to Kuantan continued.. hehhehe.. kalau patah balik Dungun pun.. semua kedai adalah tutup pada hari Jumaat.. maka MM dengan semangat memandu sambil berhati2 menuju destinasi.. walaupun mood adalah sedikit kureeeengggg..

iyeeee... item pertama dalam shopping list kami ialah tayar baru.. dan biasalah sampai kat kedai tu.. bukan tayar jek kena tukar.. rim bengkoklah.. nat hilang lah.. maka berterbangan lah dalam 200++ jugak.. apa nak buat..

tiba-tiba...... setibanya kami di Kuantan..

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Mood akak pun boost up kembali!!! MM sengaja parking kereta betul2 depan Ariani tau.. saja jek tau nak gegar akak.. memang gegar punnnnn... tu dia 90% lessss!! Apa lagi kan.. akak pun berjimba2 dengan penuh girang la kat dalam Ariani tu. MM pulak pergi cari baju spare nak tukar baju basah dia.. terkinja2 sensorang la akak dalam kedai tu..

Ada lah dekat 6 helai hasil tangkapan di Ariani semalam.. puas hati ku... ishhh ishh ishhh.. mengucap Jijah.. mengucap.. tapi terfikir jugak tau.. asal gi jek Ariani mesti ada sale.. asal sale jek mesti Ariani. Hari tu gi Ariani Mutiara Damansara pun sale jugak.. tapi tak la sampai 90%.. agaknya susah dah nak jual kot.. kan banyak dah pesaing sekarang.. bagus bagus... I loiiikkkkeee!!

Sesudah berhabis uwaaanggg di Ariani, kami pun ke ECM (sopping kompleks kebanggaan rakyat Pahang) nak jenguk2 kemeriahan YEAR END SALE di sana.. memang meriahhh.. tapiiiii.. tak semeriah yang ini...

Addduhhhh.. jauh sangat nak ke PJ sana.. Jijah terpaksa 'makan hati' sebab tak boleh balik KL minggu ni. Lagipun adik ipar nak kenduri next week. Kelam kabut lah MM kalau Jijah paksa gak balik KL minggu ni kan.. takpe.. lain kalilah (pujuk ati sendiri).. kalau ada rezeki :)

Begitulah kisah December Rain.. hujan di Terengganu nampaknya dah reda.. tapi hujan "megasale" baru nak mula.. hmmm.. bagus jugak duk sini.. jauh dari tempat2 yang boleh merabakkan poket ku.. tidor lagi sedap.. *sigh*

side note: thanx to CIK NINA.. sebab belanja karaoke semalam (sempat lagik kan?)... hehehheee.. babe.. we should do it often.. best giler masa kita melalak lagu jai ho!!

Day of sorrow

Hari ini.. ketika sedang mesyuarat post mortem majlis semalam.. saya terima satu berita yang menyedihkan.. salah seorang anak murid kesayangan saya telah kehilangan ayahandanya yang tersayang.. dan waktu itu Fadhil masih di dalam kelas dan belum mengetahui akan kejadian yang menimpa.. Ketika saya panggil untuk memberitahunya.. tak terluah apa yang ingin disampaikan.. sekadar minta Fadhil untuk mengemas beg sekolah dan menyuruh pulang.. Fadhil terpinga-pinga sambil mengikut arahan… dek tak tergamak mahu beritahu berita itu lalu saya minta Pok Li (kakitangan sekolah) untuk memaklumkan.. Fadhil tenang menerima berita itu.. Nampak beliau mengesat airmata namun masih tenang..

Baru semalam arwah datang berjumpa dengan saya untuk menandatangani buku adab belajar (rekod) anaknya.. yang beroleh tempat ke 2 dalam peperiksaan baru ini... Nampak dari jauh arwah dipapah oleh anak perempuannya menuju ke bilik guru.. ditanya dengan apa datang sini, perlahan jawabnya jalan kaki.. rumah dekat saje katanya lagi.. Arwah ayah Fadhil tersenyum bila saya bercerita tentang prestasi Fadhil... ketika saya minta arwah untuk turunkan tandatangan, payah sekali untuk arwah mengangkat pen yang saya berikan.. lambat baru selesai.. Nampak arwah memang tidak berdaya.. selesai urusan.. saya izinkan Fadhil balik awal semalam bersama arwah supaya dapat dia bantu kakaknya untuk memapah arwah ayah..

Tadi… saya pergi membuat penghormatan terakhir untuk ayah Fadhil.. Nampak Fadhil bersama kakak dan adik perempuannya.. masih juga tenang.. mungkin mereka telah bersedia kerana dengarnya ayah mereka telah lama sakit.. dimaklumkan juga ibu mereka yang bekerja di Selangor masih belum tiba..

Saya pohon agar Fadhil dan ahli keluarganya terus tabah.. Alfatihah.. semoga roh arwah ayah Fadhil dicucuri rahmatNYA..

eid mubarak 2009

Im back in Dungun.. had been offline for the whole week for a very raya sakan!!!.. raya sakan means visiting here and there.. meeting all relatives as many as possible.. literally I only have the opportunity to visit them once a year.. and of course.. the food feast.. mak aihhh.. penat jalan2 dan makan2.. not to mention the visitors of my parents.. seriously letih.. but what the fuss kan? sekali setahun.. :) anyway.. yours truly dont have much intention to write.. still so exhausted.. nak2 sampai aje rumah tadi terus buat house cleaning.. almaklum kena tinggal seminggu.. sawang habuk tebal 10 inci.. sooooo.. enjoy the piccas.. am uploading more in my facebook.. eccceehhh.. macam la ada ramai orang nak tengok.. whatever.. :)

unfortunately this year my other siblings beraya at their in laws... so the first raya we visited them instead of staying home.. including my inlaws since depa pun beraya kat KL jek... besttt.. sebab KL lengang ajek.. :)








the third raya we went back my mom's hometown in Tapah Road sebab ada first cousin's wedding reception.. on the way balik we took the Kuala Selangor route instead of the hiway sebab nak singgah Tanjung Karang visiting my other sister, Dila.. amik ko.. jam gila!!!


wedding and more weddings... this was this afternoon.. En Amir's good friend's reception..
semoga berkekalan ke anak cucu.. :)

and I realized that I have yet wish the Selamat Hari Raya to every one...
so...

Nyimpen jenang nang jero tin..
arek digowo mareng suro..
keluputan kula lahir batin..
salah silap njalok ngapuro...

bocah cilik mangan sego..
sego dipangan karo gulo..
wes suwi orak ngomong jowo..
dino royo njalok ngapuro..

buko poso lawuh'e gereh..
njegor sunge dicaplok boyo..
keluputan sing akeh akeh..
kito 0-0 lah yo...

hehehehehhe

akak kopipes ajek dari sms hp tu haaaa...

hehehehehhe

"Selamat Hari Raya
Maaf Zahir Batin"

Its so hard to say goodbye..

Only a few more days.. Ramadhan is leaving us.. again.. I feel its hard though.. to say goodbye.. to this holy month.. personally.. I think time flies so fast.. pejam celik pejam celik.. Syawal is getting near.. have I done my best during this holy month? Have I fulfill the holy month with enough good deeds? I leave that to HIM to decide.. hmmm...

Anyway.. as Syawal is approaching.. I am doing the final check on my list...

pix googled
Spring cleaning? checked!!!
takde anak lagi kan..
so senang je lah..


pix googled
Duit raya? checked!!
tukar awal2 lagik ari tu..
tau dah mesti habis duit tukar kalau hujung2 ni..



Raya attire? checked!!
2009 theme.. purple..and green turquoise.. baju dah siap before raya..
tapi mahal gila.. tak padan dengan kampung la Dungun ni..
RM30 for a pair of baju kurung biasa and RM35 for kurung pesak..
baju melayu johor aka teluk belanga pulak RM80.. dearly expensive!!!
I miss my tailor back in Perak.. Kak Ida.. huhuhuhuuu..



kuih raya? checked!!!
this year not so much membeli kuih raya..
jauh sekali membuatnya sendiri.. hehheeee
just some shortbread cookies, kek lapis sarawak (thanx to Baiti)
and some gula2 agar.. balik Klang nanti nak cari kerepek,
rempeyek and kacang2 pulak..

Personally for me raya this year is a tad bit less meriah compare than last year's.. Last year raya I was more excited.. more focus on what to wear, picking the baju raya design, finding the matching jewelery.. I even ordered lots of kuih raya.. not so much this year.. ntah la kenapa.. but Ramadhan 2009 is one of the best because first time berpuasa and masak sepenuhnya for my dear husband (despite that this week banyak la jemputan iftar di luar).. I am so thankful and grateful for that.. hmmm.. its indeed so hard to say goodbye to Ramadhan 2009...

side note: Im going back to my hometown in Klang for this raya on this Thursday.. yes.. Its my turn this year( we take turns to celebrate raya)... semoga selamat pergi dan selamat pulang to all yang balik kampung.. including yours truly and En Amir.. by the way.. jemputlah datang ke rumah raya ni.. :)

1 Ramadhan 1430

yipppiiiiiii!!!!!! seronok tak first day puasa?.. akak rasa seroooooooooonok sangat!!! As for me this year seems a bit better than last year.. why? sebab tahun ni dapat puasa penuh dengan my better half for the whole month (read: kot ku tak peot laaa) !! heheheheeee... excited kan? excited laaaa!!! You have no idea how I live my fasting month without him before... sahur pun quacker oat kadang2 kurma ajek.. buka pun.. kadang2 goreng nugget or mi meggi ajek.. or sometimes biskut kering cicah teh.. hehehe.. terawih jgn cakap la.. takde geng pun nak gi.. but this year.. I succesfully performed the first night of terawih at surau.. along side my better half.. first time my whole life tau.. rasa macam baru kawen ajek... ehehhehehe... alhamdulillah...

Best of all.. I got my cooking mojo back!!! As so you guys know.. I havent been cooking for the past 2 months.. muahahahahha!!! It all started with the rotten fridge which was shut down for a week when I was away a few months ago.. not the fridge but the stuffs inside went all rotten and smelly.. being a "penggeli" I am.. I did not use the fridge at all... So what I did was, bought almost of the food at my school canteen and reheated it... kesian Encik Amir.. hehehehee.. but now not anymore.. the fridge is now soooo ok after I put a bowl of charcoal which happens so usefull in absorbing the dampness and smell away... and before that I even washed the fridge in the bathroom (read: thanx to En. Amir who drag the fridge in and out) ... hehehhehee.. furthermore.. I have new cooking gadget.. gadget.. besar gabak bendanye.. hehehehe.. but the idea of the "first in first out" really made me so anxious to cook !!! heheeee.. ape tu.. ini dia..

my new rice dispenser!!!

Owwwhhh.. I put it on top of the fridge just to discipline myself from taking the rice directly from the top lid.. heheheee.. If it were taken from on top tak jadi la konsep first in first out tu kan.. dengan penggunaan dispenser ini, kuranglah masalah bubuk yg sering mak hadapi.. :) It is so delighting!!!!

Anyway.. berbuka lauk ape semalam? I made simple dish only.. enough for two of us... nasi goreng daging merah.. served with hot tea.. popia (read: abang beli kat param) as the appetizer and kurma of course...

life or something like it

dear..

updates for this past few days..

1. pre UPSR trial, UPSR trial and monthly test no. 4
2. went for a courses in KT
3. moved in into my new home, the quarters
4. unpacking and reorganizing things in my new hibernation spot
5. analysis and reports for all the stated exams as above
6. going home to meru for a small aqiqah kenduri for my lil niece tomorrow

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I am now living in a small town called Jerangau which is like 45km away from Dungun.. everything now is disconnected.. my astro, my internet, my telephone.. my life seems so dull and yet there are so much things to settle.. I am now busy unpacking all my stuffs.. busy setting traps for the roaches and ants aka semut firaun.. and rite now at 12.29am, I am surfing internet at my husband office while he is doing some discussion and reports with his colleagues.

Last week, meanwhile the school was busy with all the exams I was sent for a 3 days course in KT.. at a quite not so bad hotel.. where the food was exquisitely delicious compared to all other hotel that I have been to before here in Terengganu.. love the accommodation, love the food.. but.. one on the cps was suspected with H1N1 and was sent home earlier.. yuppp.. did made me freaked out a bit.. though I did not have any close encounter with her but being a paranoid.. I was quite freaking out.. anyway.. until now.. I am still as healthy as a horse with minor cold and cough.. no sore throat or fever.. but I am monitoring myself now.. once any sign of fever emerge I will definitely go see doctor..

Apart from all this duty things.. and the H1N1 alert.. last Thursday which was 31st of July marked my 4th anniversary.. but due to this hectic periods in my life and my other half too who is so busy with his report and office stuffs.. we just wish each other via sms.. since I was in KT.. and today.. we managed to watch our wedding vcd.... after quite so long.. and we are grateful for what we have been through and we can feel all the blessings.. keeping it short... it was not easy.. but it is worth trying..

Anyway.. I am going home to Klang tomorrow.. My family will be having a small aqiqah for Jannah.. I am supposedly having extra class this Friday and I did not decide to go home but I miss my family and my lil Jannah so much.. wonder how she looks now..

yours truly,

you.. freak!!

I am freaking out.. seriously!!! A thin gross looking guy had came to my house just now.. asking to mow my lawn.. and as usual I would simply said no.. NO.. NO.. okay.. firmly rejecting his offer... I did not even open the door and the conversation took place by my window panes.... I rejected him, but he still did not want to go away.. I told him that Im moving out so he has to ask the permission of the real onwer not me.. sengal betul la..

Lets name the guy pok ya ehhh .. a typical name for local peeps.. this pok ya ehhh.. though I have totally declined his offer, then went on blabbing bout his kunun2 very sick daughter who is now admitted and very dying.. yeahhhh.. he was in attempt to raise my sympathetic feeling for him.. I said sharply at him," eh.. anak awak nazak awak tak duduk sini.. awak duduk dekat dia.. ".. I also noticed how his eyes were so viciously looking around my lawn and even tried to look deeper into my living room... he even asked "kalu kak nak pindah, semua ni buleh dak bagi saya".. then I saw that he was holding one of my bonia.. I got panicked and told him to drop the shoes," ehh... tuh semua saya nak bawak pindah tuh.. takde nak buang atau nak bagi sapa2.."

aisyoohhhh!!!! pok ya kept on blabbing again and finally stop when I said that my husband is coming home that he can discuss bout this with him.. pok ya was not satisfied but at least he left.. finally..

Once he left.. I went out and lock my gate.. one of my neighbour was witnessing the incident and asked me what did that guy wanted.. I told what exactly happened than he told me that lucky that pok ya went away because he is actually a drug addict.. my neighbour told me that he was about to come close to chase that junkie away when that stupid pok ya suddenly gave up on me.. He also told me these people would do anything to get into people house.. it is sort of strategy which begin with some particular services such as lawn mowing.. then they will figure out the next step on how to break in someone's house... dreadful!!!

This actually was not the first time.. it has been quite a few times that we were visited by this kind of strangers.. but this particular guy really pissed me off.. he just didnt want to let go and kept on begging, pestering for things.. "kak nak pindah takkan takde barang akak nak buang".. eeeekkk.. even ada pun, I wont give them to you.. might as well I give to my neighbour the people that I know instead to some weird smelly stranger..

A Letter for Him On This Day

Dear,

This year again I am grateful to almighty Allah SWT for letting me be by your side on this special day.. I have been celebrating your special day for 6 consecutive years.. and this year will be the 7th.. and last night when I wished you, you said the best present that you always wanted and the best ever is your wife.. that got me melted.. I want you to know that I still dont know what to give you as my token of love on this special day... as I am still searching and in return I would like you to know that you have a special place in my heart that you have had from the very start.. through out all the good and bad times.. I hope and promise that I will always be your birthday present for many more years ahead.. that I will always have the chance to celebrate your special day together for more consecutive years.. as your wife , I am so proud of you.. so proud that I have u as my husband.. and loving me unconditionally.. I wish you all the happiness in the world.. and more success in the future.. I will always be by your side.. always... Happy 30th Birthday sayang..

yours truly,

The Celebration

This year I had my Teacher's Day celebration for the first time in Dungun.. It was definitely a day to remember.. :)

To keep it short.. we had a blast because we had the nazir came last week.. so yesterday most of the teachers really took their revenge for all the tense and hard work all this while.. :)

Among the tentative on that day..first was the morning assembly.. we dont have hall since the school is under a major renovation..hence we had had our morning assembly under the bright sunny day.. and it was soooo hot.. so hot that I felt like my face was burning..

Pity the kids.. they should not stand under the sun.. it is wrong you know.. but there was no other option.. anyway kids are always kids.. even under the hot sun they still managed to present us some magnificent performance.. if you were there.. you would fall in love with them.. especially the year one and preschool toddlers.. soooooo cuteeee...

We took a break for about an hour for intraclass competition... 3 competition were held.. there were the colouring competition for level 1 kids.. Creating happy Teacher's Day card and Essay Writing for the level 2 kids..

The school have another competition.. it is called.. Anugerah Hari Guru 2009.. kinda ABP.. there were about 20 categories.. among them was..
- cikgu paling kreatif : cikgu zizi
- cikgu paling garang : cikgu suhardi
- cikgu paling cun : cikgu mazni
- cikgu paling cool : cikgu roslan
- cikgu paling aktif : cikgu hafizu
- cikgu paling suka bebel : cikgu hartini
- cikgu paling cerewet : cikgu rokiah
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Guess what category I won?
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CIKGU PIPI PALING TEMBAM... boleh?
*trust me.. it was fun.. because every teacher in my school that day was so sporting..

This was some presents that I have received on that very day..

This present, I like the most.. :)

Till we meet again.. Happy Teacher's Day..

16th MAY

Why God Made Teachers

By Kevin William Huff

When God created teachers,

He gave us special friends

To help us understand His world

And truly comprehend

The beauty and the wonder

Of everything we see,

And become a better person

With each discovery.

When God created teachers,

He gave us special guides

To show us ways in which to grow

So we can all decide

How to live and how to do

What's right instead of wrong,

To lead us so that we can lead

And learn how to be strong.

Why God created teachers,

In His wisdom and His grace,

Was to help us learn to make our world

A better, wiser place.

but above all.. we are only human.. to all teachers, my teachers, and me myself..
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY..