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Thursday, April 30, 2009

just another crap

Pada entri kali ini aku akan berbahasa ibunda sepenuhnya.. sebab aku malas nak cari dan bina ayat BI kali ini.. sebenarnya yang aku beriya2 sangat menulis dalam BI adalah kerana aku ada seorang rakan "caucasian" yang bernama Bronwyn... beliau kadang kala ada membaca blog aku.. kini aku rasa beliau pun terlalu sibuk dengan kerjaya nya sebagai penulis sehingga tidak sempat untuk singgah ke blog ku sekerap dulu..

meskipun pembaca mat salleh aku hanya seorang namun aku pikir ini adalah salah satu peluang untuk aku memperbaiki mutu BI ku.. bukannya aku ini obses "omputih" meskipun aku akui lagu2 melayu kurang mendapat tempat di hati.. namun begitu aku akan pergi menonton konsert SEARCH di Kuala Terengganu 22 MEI nanti..

Sebagai seorang guru, aku sangat malu dengan tahap BI aku yang hanya setinggi tahap sekolah menengah sahaja.. aku rasa aku perlu memantapkan penguasaan aku terhadap bahasa ini.. tiada kena mengena dengan isu PPSMI yang tengah hangat sekarang walaupun aku akui aku suka mengajar subjek matematik & sains dalam BI.. sebab aku rasa bila di dalam BI, ilmu yang mahu disampaikan tidak terbatas cuma aku hadapi masalah dari segi untuk memahamkan anak murid aku yang semuanya memiliki sindrom lidah berdengung pelbagai harkat.. tidak mengapa.. aku anggap semua itu sebagai cabaran..

Justeru itu, aku pun kerap menulis dalam BI hanya untuk memperbaiki mutu BI aku.. bukan mahu berlagak atau menunjuk2.. ramai bekas rakan sekolah aku semasa di MRSM dan SMK (P) Sri Aman yang sangat baik mutu BI nya.. aku juga mahu jadi seperti mereka.. malangnya apabila aku mula menjadi guru, BI merupakan satu perkara yang sangat asing di sekolah rendah.. hingga guru BI sendiri mengajar BI dalam BM.. aku tiada pilihan lain kecuali di sini untuk aku melakukannya.. namun aku bukan seperti Tun Mahathir untuk menulis entri dwibahasa.. dengan hanya pembaca yang tidak mencapai 20 orang aku rasa tidak perlu.. jadi entri aku samaada dalam BI sepenuhnya atau BM sepenuhnya atau rojak campur.. :)

Isu sebenar entri kali ini adalah tentang hidup aku yang sangat caca merba sejak 2 minggu lepas.. semua pembaca blog ku yang setia sedia maklum bahawa sekolah aku yang tercinta telah terpilih untuk mewakili negeri Terengganu dalam Pertandingan AIM.. bukan.. ALS.. Anugerah Lonjakan Saujana..

Betul.. hidup aku sangat sibuk.. sudah dua minggu dapur aku tidak berasap.. cuma oven saja yang berasap sebab aku lupa nak tutup suis selepas membuat roti bakar.. sehinggakan nak sapu lantai rumah pun jadi 2 hari sekali.. kadang2 mahu mencecah 4 hari.. sudah hampir 3 minggu aku tidak mop lantai rumah.. maklumlah hampir setiap hari balik pukul 5pm.. ngok ngek ngok ngek sampai rumah dalam kul 6pm.. letihnya.. kasihan suami yang terpaksa bersabar.. mujur dia sangat memahami.. nasib baik rumput di luar rumah ada orang yang datang tebang.. kalau tidak.. aku pun kurang pasti apa yang akan berlaku seterusnya..

Terasa hati ... dengan cik puan besar sekolah aku.. minggu lepas dan sebelumnya aku ada hantar pada dia draf power point supaya beliau semak apa yang perlu ditambah kepada slides yang telah siap.. maka beliau telah semak dan aku juga telah menambahbaik ia.. jadi semalam aku bentang secara total kepada seluruh warga guru sekolah.. selesai saja pembentangan.. cik puan besar aku pun berkata ," pada saya ini tiada isi..."

Hairan.. kenapa dia tidak komen apa2 semasa aku hantar draf yang pertama dan yang kedua.. cuma beliau minta menambah se dua tiga perkara sahaja.. tiba2 depan semua rakan beliau berkata demikian.. mujur ada yang membela aku.. terima kasih ustaz dan PK Kanan.. mereka usulkan kepada cik puan besar aku supaya menyediakan satu checklist untuk aku semak dan tambahbaik ke dalam power point itu..

Angin... sebab minggu depan nazir dijangka datang.. dan minggu ini yakni petang ini aku terpaksa balik kampung di KL.. terpaksa.. kerana ada majlis tahlil arwah adik iparku.. terpaksa sebab aku rasa seperti tidak mahu balik kampung sebaliknya mahu berkubang di rumah untuk menyiapkan power point aku ini.. tetapi aku harus jaga hati suami yang amat sangat sabar terhadap aku selama ini.. ;(

Sejuk ati.. bila semalam ada makcik yang jual kuih tepi jalan panggil aku comel.. :)

aku : berapa harga kuih ni?

makcik : 3 seringgit.. comel nak kuih apa?

aku : (sambil senyum sampai ke hujung telinga) saya nak karipap sardin 2 ringgit..
makcik : kejap comel ye.. nah.. makcik jual ye comel..
aku : saya beli makcik...

Walaubagaimanapun.. aku mahu tanya.. comel tak aku pakai semula cermin mata.. selama ini aku berkanta lekap.. sudah hampir 7 tahun aku berkanta lekap.. tetapi baru2 ini dek kerana kesibukan yang amat.. aku tidak berkesempatan untuk membeli yang baru apabila yang sedang dipakai sudah tamat tempohnya.. kalau comel.. aku malas nak pakai kanta lekap lagi.. biarlah dengan imej ini..

Friday, April 24, 2009

tag by ila

1. Anda perlu printscreen wallpaper anda yang tengah gune skang. jgn tipu2 ek..

  • hehehhehe.. malunya... :)

2. Bagitau kenapa anda suka wallpaper anda..
  • because i am a "twilight" freak.. say what ever you want to say.. i admit i am such an immature person.. i have been wondering when will i get recover from this fever... i guess i will be infected with this disease as long as they are.. i cant sleep without looking or watching the movie's clips.. even my screen saver is a whole flash of edward&bella aka rob&kristen pictures..
  • the route that i take everyday to school is slightly the same like FORK, the place where the story took place.. the woods and foggy mornings remind me a lot of twilight.. it takes me almost 30 minutes to reach school if im not speeding.. the radio signal are sucks hence i listen to twilight OST every day..
  • ohh yeahh.. im sick.. so sick.. beaten by the twilight bug.. :)
3. Tag 10 orang.. jeng..jeng.. jeng.. (kite tgk sape yg kena.. jgn mara ek..)
p/s: ila.. thanx for tagging me.. :)

Thursday, April 23, 2009

lembu.. oh lembu..

Last Tuesday.. when the sun was just setting down to dusk.. and maghrib was about to enter.. while i was taking a break from my hectic day, laying on the couch and flipping over the astro's channel.. my phone rang.. it was abang...

Abang : nak dinner apa malam ni?
Me : anything will do.. nasi ayam pun boleh...
Abang : ok.. nasi ayam 2 eh.. im on the way home dah ni..
Me : ok.. drive carefully.. dah malam ni..
Abang : ok..

It was just like any other night.. so usual.. no different then any other night.. when the phone rang again... it was abang again..

Me: hello?
Abang : abang accident.. langgar lembu...

He said only that.. and i could not hear him anymore... but i could still hear the chaotic situation through the phone.. being a helpless and emotional woman aka hysterical wife.. i got panic.. i was shouting and calling for him at the phone.. no reply and all i could hear was the noise.. i was shaking and trembling by the phone.. and all sorts of stupid thoughts strike into my mind.. i feared for the most.. i recited the ayatul kursi and 3 qul.. repeatedly.. i tried to call abang again.. he did not pick up.. again.. i was panic.. forced myself to get calm down to put on the tudung and get myself the car keys.. i needed to get to abang.. i couldnt just wait at home.. when i was about to get into the car.. the phone rang again..

Me : abang?
Abang : abang ok.. kereta je remuk.. lembu tu mati..

It was a relief listening to his voice again.. i took a deep long breath..

Me : alhamdulillah.. saya datang ambil abang.. abang kat mana?
Abang : ok.. dekat dengan loji air serdang ni..

When i got there.. it was a mess.. my almost 4 years old red kelisa has been damaged quite badly.. and the cow.. it was a big one.. cow dung was everywhere.. even on my kelisa.. poor thing.. both cow and my kelisa.. i think the cow was female and pregnant too.. but im not sure though.. could not get any near to it.. too scary..

According to abang, he was driving like usual.. around 70-80 kmh.. all of sudden, out of nowhere.. a herd of cows came from the left side of the road.. it was dark and abang really did not see them coming.. he pushed hard the break pedal with all his might but he could not avoid this one big cow.. it was two actually.. the other one was still alive but its leg was broken and limping into the woods.. but thanks to god that abang was all ok.. wonder if he got his head knocked or his chest crushed to the stirring.. but he was wearing the seatbelt all along so he managed to escape the worse part.. alhamdulillah!!!

After almost 30 minutes of waiting, a cop arrived with a "call guy" (is this what u call them?) and a tow truck.. the chinese man who drove the truck said it was only three days ago he towed another car in the same area which had the same accident.. with cows too.. the cop and the call guy even said the same thing.. that area was a major hit of the case..

It is true.. i have been encountered to those herds quite several time.. but i was lucky i guess... and all that happened is a reminder for myself not to speed to school anymore.. ;(.. can i do that? me? not speeding? hmmm..


the call guy.. his name was LAN BUAH.. according to his card.. can you see his biceps? quite huge..


my dear kelisa..


cow dung on my cracked glasses..




the engine... quite bad huh?








being what people called patah kaki... starting from today until i dont know when.. abang drive both of us to his work place.. dropped himself there.. then i drive the car to school.. and since he finishes his work at 5.30pm, he gets home by taking on ride with his other friends.. which mostly girls.. young girls.. ( sound like jealous?) .. tawakal... :)

Monday, April 20, 2009

atuk

akhirnya.. Tuhan ambil atuk.. selepas 5 tahun menderita dek kanser prostat...
arwah atuk dah tua.. ikut kad pengenalan.. umurnya menjangkau 83 tahun..
tapi abah kata.. IC atuk salah.. sebab dalam IC atuk lahir tahun 1928 tapi arwah
adik atuk lahir tahun 1926.. tak logik.. orang dulu2 kan... janji daftar...
mesti atuk lagi tua dari arwah adik dia.. abah kata.. umur atuk yang sebenarnya
hampir 87 tahun..

ingat lagi.. atuk pernah belikan basikal yang pertama untuk aku..
atuk tak pernah kedekut dengan cucu.. tapi aku terkilan jugak..
sebab aku merantau dari kecil.. tak rapat dengan dia.. macam cucu2 yang lain..
tak apa lah.. aku tahu.. atuk sayang aku jugak.. dan tuhan pasti sangat
sayangkan dia..

masa aku lawat dia selepas adik ipar aku meninggal.. dia ada cakap ", orang muda
kok senang aje meninggal, atuk nih kok susah sgt"...

tak sangka tuhan makbulkan doa atuk secepat ini.. moga2 tuhan cucuri rahmat pada roh JAMINGIN BIN SARIMIN..
alfatihah..

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

days of chaos

quick update here.. baru je bangun tidur ni.. sebab got onto bed early tadi.. kul 9.00 dah tidur.. cik abang pun sama.. both were beaten of workloads.. cik abang sibuk dengan JKR.. aku pulak sibuk dgn nazir persekutuan.. cik abang dah dua malam mcm ni.. tidur dulu.. tgh malam bangun.. hari ni aku join sekali.. baru sapu ameltz yoko2 kat bahu.. lenguh2 sakit badan bagai..

i have been staying back in school these few days.. worst was last monday and yesterday.. hari2 selagi tak pukul 5.. ada lagi kat sekolah.. yelah.. nazir persekutuan nak datang.. bukan JPN terengganu.. tapi dari luar.. mana tak gelabah.. hari nih pun sama lah nampak gayanya.. if only the staff room were air conditioned.. selesa sikit.. :) these are my task :

1. profile sekolah - dah siap.. nak print aje..

2. powerpoint slide show - suspended sebab banyak bahan tak dapat lagi.. 30 mins show ok.. ikut kan hati, mau aku bubuh custom animation yang keluar huruf one by one tuh.. tapi.. malu lah sekolah nanti..

3. panitia - kena update and tukar fail standard.. aku dah balut cantik2 tiba2 kena pakai fail lain pulak.. sabar je lah... lain kali bagi checklist awal2 tahun.. nazir nak dtg baru kelam kabut.. bukan 1 je.. 7 pulak tuh..

4. observation - esok pagi HM nak observe my P&P.. nih sambil2 cari worksheet yang sesuai.. kena pulak tahun 1.. grrrrrr...

5. class deco - around 80%.. minta tolong pekerja am tampalkan posters kat beam atas blackboard.. tapi dia gi tampal kat papan kenyataan aku.. adus... kalau situ aku buat sendiri pun boleh..

6. fail koku; badminton - done

7. fail penyelaras kelab & persatuan - done

8. fail segak - satu benda pun tak mula lagi.. duhhh..

9. emis - done.. lucky me.. staff tak ramai...

10. epantau - 70%.. sebab belum mahir lagi.. nak gi berguru.. tak sempat..

11. penilaian PPSMI - nak kena hantar next week rasanya.. print borang pun belum..

12. buku murid - ntah bila aku nak tanda ntah.. kena upah orang lain.. tapi langgar etika perguruan kan?

13. SMM - done.. nasib baik juga.. murid just 130..

14. buku rekod SBT - boleh tak aku taip in words and then tampal dalam buku tuh? malasnya nak menulis..

15. etc - lesson plan, buku rekod kedatangan, BBM, routine task, KGK .. banyak lagi.. malas nak tulis..


notice something? aku takde!! sebab pic was taken last year.. during hari guru.. this is among pictures that will be in my slides for the nazir.. did i mention that i have to do the presentation with my HM masa nazir tuh datang nanti? i have to assist her on the technical matter.. yatta!!!

foot note : nih belum cerita pasal rumah lagi.. this morning before went to school i defrosted the fridge tapi melimpah ke lantai dapur.. basah ceghok org sini kata.. hehhee.. malas nak cerita jugak.. karang dah habis semua ni.. nak ambil cuti satu hari.. just for cleaning on the entire house.. :)

Sunday, April 12, 2009

zoom in : TERENGGANU

ever since i have moved here, i have yet write any special entry about my new home... only a few pieces about dungun a few months ago.. and a bit about tasik kenyir.. well.. without any doubt terengganu is one of the most beautiful land i have ever been to.. i believe most people would agree with me.. :)

last friday, as i was on my way to KT.. my husband and i dropped by this place.. called Marang.. have not plan to but there was a traffic jam that made us to stop by the roadside.. plus.. cik abang tiba2 nak makan ABC.. tepi pantai..

this place is a slightly further from rantau abang.. but the view.. i think it is as good as rantau abang.. or maybe rantau abang is much beatiful.. because we have not been there yet.. but still.. i couldnt help falling in love with the view.. and the breezy evening really lifted my mood up..

here are some snappies..







if i have my own kiddos.. maybe they would be running over the glossy sandy beach.. playing with it.. tossing at each other.. and i would be screaming for them not to mess up their hair and clothes.. hehehe.. angan2..



bengang.. ABC dah habis... at first the waitress told us there were still some of it.. after being seated baru tau.. rupanya dah habis.. kalau tau.. we would have been looking for other kedai.. so we have coconut juice instead..


just the two of us..

after quenching the thirst.. we went on the road again to KT.. actually we went to mydin mall.. cik abang was looking for a few stuffs for his office.. just a quick one.. but still i managed to get a new bangle from habib's.. heheheh..

on the way back to dungun.. cik abang brought me to this place called SEBERANG TAKIR.. he said there is a restaurant ala2 pak tam selayang.. kedai "gelas besar"... i was amazed seeing the various size of glasses... takde gambar.. malu sebenarnya.. nak amik gambar banyak2.. hehehe.. nampak benor jakun..





abang ordered mango juice in a medium size glass.. and a milky carrot juice for me in the smallest size of glass.. abang's juice cost RM3.oo and mine was RM1.70... although mine was the smallest, i could not finish it.. but abang.. selamba ajek dia bagi habis semua.. on the side note: it always him who finished up all the left overs.. but it is me who always gain the extra kilos.. menyampah..



makan lagi.. this time.. a plate of nasi lemak for each of us.. and a two ringgit of keropok lekor.. again i did not finish my nasi lemak.. because it was serve with sambal ikan tongkol@aye.. i just couldnt.. hmmm.. anyway the keropok there was the best i ever had.. every one thinks losong is the best.. WAS!!! not any more.. seberang takir's keropok is more famous now.. i strongly suggest it!! :)

gendang gendut tali kecapi.. kenyang perut suka ati.. heehhhehh.. so we headed home.. i was exhausted.. not because of the shopping but of full belly!!! kenyang gila.. alhamdulillah.. rezeki..

when we were on our way home.. there were still a traffic jam in marang.. i forgot to mention earlier.. there was an expo there.. in terengganu there are not much of entertainment.. so when a feast like this is held.. most of the people would never miss it..








yang snap picture ni bukan apa.. just discovered the function of " night snapshot" on my camera.. more like testing it.. since i was never able to get a nice night time picture before... these not even the good ones but at least the view is clearer than i used to have.. hehehhehe...

there are more beautiful places in terengganu.. i will give u more.. my very own experience.. through my own perspective.. while i am here.. :)

Saturday, April 11, 2009

evil plastic cards

i did it!!! i did it!!! heheehhe... what???? here what is...

being so proud of myself actually.. that finally i was able to destroy a few of my credit cards.. a few? .. i know.. u must been wondering how much CC do i have.. quite a few.. it happened when i was helping an old friend... yang baru dapat keje jual kad cenggini.. since i was in the same "arena" before.. mcm kesian pulak.. tengok member struggled nak cari makan untuk anak bini.. but.. ended up.. my purse are so colourful.. full of this evil plastic.. "magic card" as refered by sophie kinsella masa dia kecik2 dulu.. if im not mistaken..

when i was filling up the apps form.. i told him that i would cancel those cards once i received them.. he begged me at least after 3 months baru cancel.. kalau tak, dia tak dapat komisyen.. ye lah.. ye lah..

being typical woman.. 3 months became extended to almost like a year.. tau la kan how tempting those cards could be.. nak2 masa tuh ada sale.. memang evil.. hahahah.. aku yang tak kuat iman.. nak salahkan benda plastik yang tak bernyawa nih..

so .. last two nites.. i pull all my nerve together.. reaching out for the scissors.. and....
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by the way.. i still keep another few cards.. just for emergency.. like if ariani having a crazy sale.. or some desired handbags and shoes on sale too.. hampeh kan???... tak boleh harap jugak aku ni.. hehheeh...

enough with the CC blues.. wanted to share something here.. yesterday i went to KT.. suddenly i noticed a HABIB''s JEWEL there.. besides than being a handbag and shoes freak.. im also so fond of gold.. emas biasa2lah.. 916... white gold tak mampulah.. keje cikgu aje kan.. kais bulan makan bulan.. hahhaha..

why habib anyway? mmmm... i have no idea.. i have tried poh kong, tomei, wah chan.. kedai2 biasa.. only habib's design able to attract me.. tomei is not bad either.. but i love habib more..

i often update myself with the latest price of gold.. a few weeks ago.. 1 gram of 916 gold was at RM127.. yesterday it dropped to RM111... being so gatal mulut.. tanya tuh tanya nih.. finally i traded in my bracelet for a bangle.. the value of the bangle is slightly lower than my bracelet.. because it was a bit lighter.. so.. i thought i have to get one which has to be as the same value as mine.. or something with higher value.. but not!!!

the SA said "if u want, we can give u cash for the difference.."

what? cash? sorry if i sounded so naive.. but i have never thought that it was possible for any merchant to give us that kind of bargain.. or maybe it does happen all the time but i was only experience it now?

anyway.. i took it.. i agreed to take the cash... now i realised gold is a very good investment.. i bought my bracelet last year (at habib too) when the 916 gold was RM90 a gram.. to be exact.. it was june 08.. quite recently rite? i think i was shooting 2 birds with a stone.. betul kah ayat itu?.. correct me if im wrong.. what i was trying to say is.. i got a new gold bangle with some extra cash..

my husband did a calculation on the whole cost.. actually it seems we might have lost a bit.. around RM100.. he said i should have wait a little longer.. maybe next year.. or maybe when the price increase much higher up... but.. nevermind.. i have a new bangle now.. and extra cash for the month.. heheheh... and.. i like my new bangle.. aci la kan????

suddenly.. i felt that it is worth destroying my CCs.. it brought good returns indeed.. hehehheh..

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

the return to innocence

this morning when i was driving to school, i hit a rooster... with the speedometer hitting almost 120 km/hour.. i dont know the fate of that poor lil thing.. trust me i have tried to avoid it.. but aint no luck for that rooster.. kesian.. as i peeked through my side mirrors.. terkapar2 dia.. tu je lah... saja nak cerita.. :)

ada jugak la aku terfikir.. kot tuan dia tunggu aku tepi jalan masa balik sekolah nanti.. nak tuntut gantirugi.. almaklum lah.. ni tempat orang kan.. aku merantau aje.. mana la tau.. hmmm.. sangat ridiculous kan? tapi.. takde siapa2 tunggu pun.. memang ridiculous.. :)

anyway today i want to introduce something new in my life.. i have new kids.. hehehhehe... actually it has been over a month.. baru tadi terfikir nak buat entry nih.. besides than my data job, i am assigned to teach the standard one kids.. mathematics of course.. since cikgu asal dia tiba2 pindah.. hence i have to take over his class..

yang kelakarnya masa aku mula2 masuk kelas nih.. ada sorang murid.. kept on chanting "teacher liza love teacher fazrol.. " .. teacher fazrol tuh cikgu dia dulu.. yang dah pindah tu.. geli hati pun ada.. pandai2 aje budak2 nih.. budak darjah satu.. faham2 sahajalah.. all i could say was ," eh tak baik.. berdosa tau... ".. hari nih.. dia absent..

despite the fact of their silly thoughts and mischievous acts.. im loving them.. they are so cute and so innocent...





penat gila aku nak kumpul murid2 nih satu tempat.. to setup the self captured mode on the camera pun satu hal.. sebab semua pun nak berkumpul keliling nak tengok "teacher" dia nih buat macam mana.. nasib baik jadi jugak..



this is the smartest girl in my class.. nasreen najjah.. she is the daughter of our canteen vendor.. but when she sulks... i felt like sulking too.. hhehehe..



this is irham.. very bright but has certain moods that always kill me... if he says no.. it means no.. kadang2 aku rasa dia ni suka buli aku.. there was one time i called them to the front one by one to answer some question.. he suddenly said" kita nak jawab teacher?.." i was," after this ok?".. he was" tak mboh.. pah ni tak mboh jawab dah.. nok sekarang jugak.."... so i let him answered.. he is the son of my PK.. anak bos lah ni..

during the most recent monthly test, he did not answered any paper for that one day.. kitorang semua pening apsal dia tanak jawab.. susah sangat ke.. when asked, irham buat dunno aje.. and then.. mystery solved.. bapak dia kata masa mandi pagi tuh.. dia dah pasang niat tanak jawab pekse langsung ari tu.. bapak dia pun pening jugak.. hahhahah.. sabar aje lah..



this one is ikhmal.. more comfortable being called ABE.. cause he is a kelantanese.. moved here with his father.. a JQAF ustaz.. is the class monitor.. we have this doa before starting our lesson.. his voice is the loudest.. and he is the biggest boy in the class.. i think that is why he was selected to be the monitor..



these.. are the class gym heroes... the most mischievous of all.. at the back from left.. izhar.. iqbal.. and irham.. tersepit.. hehhe.. and in front from left.. rizal.. sholihin.. firdaus... nih semua jenis.. cannot sit down quietly one.. ( direct translation for tak leh duduk diam)...



more of them...



the boys.. back row from left.. abe, irham, firdaus, syafiq... front from left.. rizal, iqbal, sholihin, izhar and hakimi...



the girls.. from left.. iffah, nasreen, acha, izzah, wani, aliya and balqis...

during the recent test.. the passing percentage from the anaysis showed most of the figures was contributed by my year one pupils.. including the percentage for the grade A.. during their early days in school, most of the syllabus were a lot easier.. but it gets tougher when they enter higher level.. it is a challenge for me.. to mantain those result.. at least.. mantain..

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

touchdown!!!

Im not sure if this is a good news or not.. some parts of me was so proud.. but i felt a little burdened too.. what is it? remember ALS?

I did not realized that the school was representing the district when the last time i wrote about this.. yes.. DAERAH DUNGUN.. This morning when i came into the staff room, i was told that the school, my very own school, SK DENDANG.. made it through to the state.. which means we will representing the state to the national level.. i had my jaw opened for a while as in response for my "tergezutness" (my own term)...

Due to this "success" we had a meeting this afternoon and a brief talk by our PK KOKU since the HM and PK Kanan were meeting the director of ganu's JPN regarding the same matter... i believe so..

So the talk.. went not well.. we were all in shocked.. we are absolutely not ready for this big thing.. it was supposed to be a "moment".. but to most of my colleague it was the other way around... like a disaster maybe.. sorry.. i was exaggerating... it was about the to do list... we need to prepare at least 300 files.. everything should be in files.. worst is when we were told that we have to shuffle and reorganize all the bilik2 khas... and we have only about a week and half... side note: my school is still under renovation and some stuffs are not being kept properly..

Starting on 20th april untill 28th may 2009.. the federal nazir will be coming.. thank god that my PK said they will inform us first before they make the move to the school... a sign of relief there..

The prizes that we are talking here is not just some 20K or 50K... it could be more.. last year the SMK ZAINAB in kelantan won the biggest reward.. was told 1 million worth of cash... some other schools were about RM180K and RM200K.. and the smallest amount was RM20K... this as according to my PK KOKU.. dont know how far is the truth.. any fellow teachers who know bout this please correct me if im wrong.. if my PK is wrong... hehehhe...

Among the voices that i over heard...

Cikgu Zul : aku rasa GB yang nak sgt nih..
Cikgu Tini : ye lah.. dia kan guru cemerlang.. kenala bagi semua cemerlang..
Cikgu Zul : ha ah la.. yang buat keje kita.. kita la "mangsa" cemerlang nyee..

gelak sorang2 aku... hahahhaha...

The scenario that we were really scare of goes like this... when the nazir ask "apa yang ada di sekolah ini yang membolehkan ia mewakili negeri terengganu?".... a thing for all the citizens of my school to think.. especially the teachers..

Saturday, April 4, 2009

PTA@PIBG at SKDD

some shots from my 24th PTA@PIBG meeting ...



We invited the local ADUN but didnt managed to be there. Apparently he was at Bukit Gantang (your guess was as good as mine ) so he has his rep instead. At the very last minute we managed to find our "perasmi " who was actually a rep from PPD. Anyway the rep for our ADUN was quite good at giving his speech. I guess all politicians are most likely the same.. they spoke very well.. by the way they generously donated RM1.5k for our PTA fund.. alhamdulillah.. and also the response from parents' attendance were quite impressive.. though none of them issued any suggestion or problem during the meeting.. seriously.. the "USUL" page was blank.. maybe the "awareness" among these parents who are mostly "orang kampung" are not yet that exposed..



my HM.. the one in the middle pic.. she is small, petite but so charasmatic.. on each side of her pic is the two "org kuat" of the event.. on the left is En Suhardi (PK Koku) and on the right is Ustaz Parurozi (JQAF).. and some few faces of my colleague..




i think among the reason for the quite impressive attendance was the other attraction that we have during the event. We have some stalls that were RM30 rental for each. So there were some foods, cloths, handbags, tudung, brooches and even a stall that were selling the "ubat minda".. some lucky draws during the meeting.. not only that the school also invited the firemen to do some demo... which was mostly like a bubble party to the kids..



We also have the KKM people that day. A basic health screening test was held. We got to check our BP and sugar level and also a free consulation. There were also a pap smear test held but i did not make it because i was called to attend the meeting. So i missed it..

I managed to get my BP and sugar level tested though. When the nurse tried to get the BP on me, the belt that wrapped around my arm was suddenly popping out. I was like "saya kena darah tinggi ke?".. i was panicked.. the nurse smile and said " tak.. mesin nih habis bateri"... malu seh... they were all launghing at me.. silly me.. so i had it manually then. Using the pumping one. Thank god my BP was 110/80 which is normal and my sugar level was 5.6 which is also perfectly normal. The only problem that i have is.. OBESITY.. hmmmm..

Friday, April 3, 2009

sanity keeper

what's in a life of this so called cikgu liza? hmmm... i have been asking that question over and over again.. have u ever hit that point? have u ask urself the same question like i did? what answer did you get? did u get the answer? did u answer it? is it my mid life crisis? i thought only men would get it.. or am i not thankful for what i have now?

i was born in a family of 7.. magnificent 7.. though the upbringing was not as beautiful as others but every family has their own story.. and being the eldest certainly was not easy.. the memory of me bashing my brother so merciless is still vividly in mind.. yup.. i was a fierce sister... and yet i have quite a good education background.. i think.. i have a degree which qualify me enough to get quite an ok job.. i mean i have been doing various job before i became a teacher.. which now i love being one.. i was in love several times, betrayed and in love again.. with the only man who i think.. is a bless from god.. and is my husband now.. so.. i should be thankful.. i must be thankful for this life.. and i realized.. i do.. i am so grateful.. now.. i am relieved.. i still have my sanity..

dear readers.. i think blogging keep me sane.. whenever i was about to get angry over some ridiculous thing.. apart from all the rituals as a muslim.. writing is another way to channel the mess out of my mind in the right way..

the main issue is i was a tad bit angry with MR MZMRIZA this afternoon.. because he did not iron his baju melayu for the solat jumaat prayers.. so the issue got us into a minor quarrel.. it ended up into a small cold war.. and then he went for his jumaat prayers.. and i went for prayer too.. started blogging and i realized it was all my fault.. maybe i was bz in the kitchen preparing lunch but i should have gotten his baju ironed earlier on.. which i was totally forgot to.. sorry abang..

i was also a bit tensed for the reason that i am going to be the MC for my PIBG meeting tomorrow but i am having quite a bad flu and cough. They said the rest of the school requested that i should be the MC since according to them, i have a lovely voice... at first i was quite over the rainbow but then i realized that i was the only one who can speak standard malay flawlessly.. i think so.. since most of my colleagues are local... i hope that i wont be coughing a lot through out the event.. which i am now avoiding all the cold drinks and hot foods.. sound like a singer preparing for a big concert though..

i also got a new task yesterday. My HM had personally wanted me to prepare a booklet on the school profile and create a new design for the school's flag.. though she did gave me some idea but i am not that creative.. quite angry in the beginning since there is a lot of other delayed task but now i realized that my HM believe in me.. and i should feel that this is an honor instead of a torturing task.. well maybe its actually a torture since the school will be evaluated for the ALS but i have to give my best for the school.. i must think positively.. you go girl!!!

its such a relief when i was able to let it all out.. friends.. thank you for spending some time to read my silly and absurdity thoughts..

and sometimes.. it would be good if i have the chance to get myself treated like this.. spa anyone?

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