A four days trip back to to the west coast had really blow my mind off in having a child. MR MZMRIZA and i have been married for almost 4 years now. We havent really trying to have a child though we did hope that we could conceive one naturally. Days passes by, and yet still no sign of the little one. So,what happened was this few days, we have been visiting some old friends and relatives. Almost everyday we spent during this holidays, we have been seeing and meeting babies.. so it did turn on something, or should i say a motherly instinct inside me..
It started with farisah.. one of my old friend since matriculation.. we were actually meeting Lynn who had juz got back from UK for a short holiday.. Lynn happened to be my roomate during matriculation. So we decided to meet at farisah's house in Salak Selatan. Farisah is married and now is blessed with a pair of childrens, a 1 1/2 year old boy, Rizq and a month old girl, Hana.. Rizq was tagging along with my husband quite well.. like there was a chemistry or something... at that point, the feeling of having a child is not yet so strong..
clockwise: Mr Mzmriza+rizq, lynn+rizq+me, me+lynn, lynn+farisah+hana
Later at nite after scmooching lynn, farisah and her kids goodbye we went to my PIL's house at Taman Batu Muda. There we met up with Zura, Mr Mzmriza's younger sister and her 8 months old Alif. Alif was so adorable.. last month when we saw him he was a tiny lil baby who was only crying and screaming out off the blue.. but now with his two tiny teeth and none like any other baby, Alif was actually crawling backwards. He also giggled a lot. My MIL said he was trying to learn to sitdown on his own by actually skipping the crawling parts.. funny little boy i think.. FYI all three grandchildren of my MIL are boys (including kak mona's who is Mr Mzmriza's eldest sis)
the next morning we were on our way to Low Yat Plaza when we dropped by at my aunts house juz to pay them a visit when we were suprised by this baby girl, Tasneem who is sooooo chubby.. look at her cheek.. my mistake that i squeezed my cheek. If not we would be a look alike.. she is actually a 4 months old of my cousin...
Tasneem and me
Later on the late afternoon after we spend our time at Low Yat ( which we also had windows shopping at BB Plaza, Sungei wang, Pavillion and some shopping at the JJ- we wouldnt be doing this if we have kids, would we?) , we went to meet Mr Mzmriza's friend at Bandar Bukit Raja.. and i was introduced to super cute Izzah, an 11 months old of Hairy and Sal.. she was so naughty and playing hard to get. She was giggling when i played pick- a-boo with her but when i tried to lift her off her mother she screamed like i was trying to take her far2 away..
izzah and papa
with all the visiting and snapping made us realize that it is time for us to really have our own child.. the feelings were so strong when we both browsed thru the pic that were taken. The other day when we went to my PIL's, my MIL has given me some kind of fruit which she got during her hajj last month. It is called BUAH HAMIL. I have never seen anything like it before but its remind me of buah salak though. The texture of the skin is so much harder than buah salak. My MIL told me to smash the fruit and boil it with its crust. After that, it need to be drink like any other plain water twice a day. Both of us should drink it. As this is my baby quest part 1.. let me start my quest with this fruits. I know.... it sounded ridiculous but i am not ready to have a medical consultation yet.. so wish me luck ehhh.. wonder how it taste.. ill update with that later..