Lately.. Jijah ada sikit rasa disappointed with my year 5
students pupils.. Since the school reopen they seem a bit fooling around during school.. maybe mood cuti sekolah tak habis² lagi (dah masuk July dah ni)... Sokmo nak main.. and this happened in my maths class early today..
Cikgu Jijah : Wahhh.. bagusnya jawapan budak ni.. ehh.. TM Asri(bukan nama sebenar).. murid pemulihan ni..
Being a teacher, when one of my remedial pupils finally succeeded in one maths skill is such a triumph. Of course la Jijah excited kan...
Somehow.. the feeling didnt last long that suddenly I felt that something just wasnt right.. bukan nak buruk sangka but I was curious. Woman intuition la katakan.. At the same time, doubting my capability as a teacher... terer sangat Cikgu Jijah ngajor? So I called upon the boy..
Cikgu Jijah : Asri.. awak cari sendiri ke jawapan?
TM Asri : Atas saya buat sendiri.. bawah saya tiru..
Wahhhhh.. he answered confidently, out loud!! He has no second thought nor hesitating when answering me. Sabar je lah... Memang pantang la Jijah kalau budak meniru.. berbincang tak apa. Tapi meniru? Jijah potong balik "good" review yang Jijah tulis atas kertas jawapan dia.. Geram betul..
So I doubt myself as a good teacher.. haihhh.. I pray that God give me enough strength to teach them.. in the same time give me enough patience and motivation to upgrade my teaching skills.. huhuhuu.. by the way.. Jijah idak le furious mana.. sikit² je..