Jiwa Kacau

Mood untuk update blog sejak akhir² ini adalah berada pada paras kritikal. Even mood untuk facebook juga merosot dengan agak teruk. Nevertheless, Jijah masih lagi kaki "tenet" yang tegar. Especially apabila dapat mencuci mata di shopping or cooking blogs.. Segar je rasa bila dapat tengok handbags dan foods yang meruntun jiwa dan tekak. Cuma malas nak update sana, update sini. Terlintas pula di hati, mesti ramai yang cakap - ADA AKU KISAH?? Akak pun tak kisah dek non!

Sebenarnya dua tiga menjak ni rajin berulang alik ke Klang. Tak best ke duduk Terengganu? Dear, dont get me wrong. This is all due to our little house on the prairie ladang sawit (literally), our first ever bought house that has finally completed. Not to wait any further, MM and I decided to do a lil renovation. Search high and low for the perfect contractor, assisted by my father and a cousin, we then assigned some Indonesians for the job. Malas lah nak cerita banyak, but those who read my FB status tahulah apa yang jadi last week. We are now more careful and being cautious just in case... just in case.. may Allah forbids such thing from happening..

nampak kan ladang kelapa sawit? ada juga terfikir untuk guna pest control

services.. mana la tahu.. banyak PATI nama cik siTI**s pulak..

As I story mory morning glory to my colleagues, they suggested to terminate this big headed contractor but my father, he convinced MM and I that he can help and be our saviour. So, the contractor stays. Cik Jijah pun pasrah and leave it all to Allah swt. As long as, semuanya baik² sahaja.

kerja² renovasi yang sedang giat dijalankan..

So, basically, jiwa ini adalah sikit kacau dek tak habis² fikir pasal rumah yang sekangkang kera tu. Weekend ni, on Thursday balik Klang lagi and Friday balik Dungun semula since MM has to work on Saturday. Ingat nak cuba naik firefly at Kerteh because MM malas nak drive as we just nak balik kejap je tapi tak ada to and fro flight tix pulak. Naik bas? hmmm.. akak mabuk la pulak naik bas sekarang ni. Gedik diva kan? dolu² boleh aje pun..

In another story, two actually..

First.. the PIL are coming down east coast in 2 weeks time. I am personally quite excited plus a lil bit anxiety. Ini kerana rumah ni banyak habuk. So ada sedikit stress to accommodate a good place for them to stay.

Second, it was MM's b'day last week. Unlike last year, tahun ni tak sempat pun nak commemorate the day. Even blog entry pun tadek sebab kepoh pasal hal rumah. Kesian MM. Mujurlah SIL sponsored family dinner kat Selayang on that day. The next day, Jijah dragged MM to OU just to get something for him. Nak jadi cerita, MM yang drove sana sini kan tiba masa nak bayar for his b'day presie, my debit card buat hal and end up MM paying for his own presie.. apa punya bini la... sobbssss.. MM pulak pujuk, "takpe nanti statement sampai, ayang la bayar". Still... Jijah tak thrill dah... kesian avangggg ku.. Apa pun, happy belated birthday dear MM.. moga Tuhan panjangkan umur dan dimurahkan lagi rezeki.. :)

nota celah kusi: thank you to those yang berkongsi idea in my FB on what to get MM for his b'day (pecah kepala fikir, tak tau nak bagi apa). I thought these pants are the best choice this year. Its what he needs the most. Nanti ditakdirkan if he gets to work somewhere far again, those pants dont need any ironing hence it might be a convenience for him.

Saya Mahu Ini!!

Kan best kan.. kalau boleh diorder sahaja keinginan Jijah yang satu ini. Tak perlu turun naik mana-mana tempat untuk mendapatkannya. Tak perlu jumpa orang-orang tertentu untuk minta nasihat serta pendapat dan sebagainya. Tak perlu melalui pelbagai proses yang memerlukan kos tertentu. Dapat ini satu saja pun cukuplah. Ia akan menjadi the ultimate dream that ever comes true..

Apakah itu Jijah.. yang kau meroyan pagi-pagi Sabtu ni?

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Termimpi akan anak kecil ini dua malam lepas. Comelnya kamu ini, Luqman. Terima kasih kepada Ana, Ibu si kecil ini yang beri izin untuk upload gambar Luqman di blog ini. Well.. some people are just so lucky.. but some have to earn it with a little effort.. moga-moga masa itu akan sampai jua nanti.. :)

dream, dream, dream,dreeeeeeaaam..

Jom layan oldies kejap..

hahahhaa.. ape ke hal la kan? Nampak sangat akak ni dah tua kan? Actually, I have been dreaming all my life. Ever since I was young. Who doesnt kan? We have been dreaming for so many things and I believe most of our achievements today began with a simple colourful dream.. wahhh macam serious benor Cik Jijah!

Well.. I dare to say that most of my dream really came true and I am more than grateful for it. Apparently, not all dream are meant to be real. Some are only dreams. Sometimes, over certain reason or unexpected circumstances, those dreams just fade away. We end up with no choice and have to let our dream to be just a dream. Paham?

Oklah.. Akak bagi simple examples la kan.. I have dream to own either one of these

ni kalau dapat yang preloved pun takpe.. classic gitewww...

shopper kesayangan akak Cik Kenge ada put this on sale..

drooling je akak tengok..

oklah.. semua pun mahal² aje.. macam banyak duit sangat.. ni pun jadilah..

alexander punya coach namanya..

errkkkk.. mahal jugak ek?

isssskkk..

hmmmm...

Bestnya day and nite dreaming kan?

suddenly..

kapoof!!

sebab apa..

sebab ni..

ni la certain reasons or unexpected circumstance yang akak maksudkan tu..

bukan SATU je..

tapi DUA!!

(saja ku crop bagi kecil ;D.. klik untuk tumbesaran imej ye)

issskkk... all due to speeding offences. Hard core unexpected circumstances I may say. Why? Sebab kalau tak bayar nanti tak boleh RENEW roadtax kereta. Takkan nak biar kereta mewah kesayangan tu tersadai kat porch saja kan? Thus, mimpi hanya tinggal mimpi.. but its ok.. mari kita kumpul duit lagi!! errrr... takkan kumpul duit nak beli handbag je? relaksss... angan-angan je.. heheheee..

Furious Jijah

Lately.. Jijah ada sikit rasa disappointed with my year 5 students pupils.. Since the school reopen they seem a bit fooling around during school.. maybe mood cuti sekolah tak habis² lagi (dah masuk July dah ni)... Sokmo nak main.. and this happened in my maths class early today..

Cikgu Jijah : Wahhh.. bagusnya jawapan budak ni.. ehh.. TM Asri(bukan nama sebenar).. murid pemulihan ni..

Being a teacher, when one of my remedial pupils finally succeeded in one maths skill is such a triumph. Of course la Jijah excited kan...

Somehow.. the feeling didnt last long that suddenly I felt that something just wasnt right.. bukan nak buruk sangka but I was curious. Woman intuition la katakan.. At the same time, doubting my capability as a teacher... terer sangat Cikgu Jijah ngajor? So I called upon the boy..

Cikgu Jijah : Asri.. awak cari sendiri ke jawapan?

TM Asri : Atas saya buat sendiri.. bawah saya tiru..

Wahhhhh.. he answered confidently, out loud!! He has no second thought nor hesitating when answering me. Sabar je lah... Memang pantang la Jijah kalau budak meniru.. berbincang tak apa. Tapi meniru? Jijah potong balik "good" review yang Jijah tulis atas kertas jawapan dia.. Geram betul..

So I doubt myself as a good teacher.. haihhh.. I pray that God give me enough strength to teach them.. in the same time give me enough patience and motivation to upgrade my teaching skills.. huhuhuu.. by the way.. Jijah idak le furious mana.. sikit² je..