crappy thoughts 1..

... taking a break.. after been doing some packing... baru ajer clearkan kabinet tv.. i have sold it.. .. to my favourite PAR.. cik kisham.. infact banyak lagi aku dah jual.. .. sofa.. kitchen cabinet.. my dining table.. macam malas aje nak bawak semua ke dungun.. it was MR MZMRIZA's idea.. MRS MZMRIZA pon suka.. .. sbb nanti boleh beli yang baru... .. sebab aku memang dah boring dgn benda2 yang ada dlm rumah nih.. tapi ada satu benda yang aku tak leh nak jual.. which MR MZMRIZA insist to sell it off jugak.. bedroom set aku... oooooooooooooo... aku sgt sayang yang ituh.. sentimental value yang amat.. mana taknya.. dulu2 masa kecik org susah.. mana pernah tido atas katil.. bentang tilam atas lantai ajer.. bila dah besar.. baru abah beli satu set.. itupun sbb aku nak kawin.. and abah pon dpt duit ASB.. ... masa tuh pon aku tak berduit sgt.. baru mula keje.. pastuh bila kawin.. aku tekad.. nak beli katil jugak.. infact MR MZMRIZA pon bukan selalu dpt tido atas katil elok2... almaklum org lelaki.. tak kisah sgt benda2 nih.. so untuk memenuhi impian itu.. .. kami ke CM.. syurga beli perabot secara HUTANG.. .. maka tercapailah impian ku untuk memiliki set bilik tidor ku.. dengan cara membayar HUTANG secara ansuran melalui maybank2U ke CM... which memang aku tak selesa menanggung hutang itu.. tido atas katil tuh memang sedappppppppp... empuk tilamnye... kuikuikuiii... tiba2.. bagai bulan jatuh ke riba.. abah dapat duit pencen.. dia bagi aku dgn adek2 sorang sikit.. yeaaaaaa... maka langsai lah hutang aku di CM... syukurrrrrrrr... so.. mana boleh aku jual katil tuh.. almarinye pon saiz 4 pintu tau.. cermin meja solek aku pon cantik.. aku tak kira.. whateva happens.. i dont want to lose it.. ill fight it with all my guts and nerves for it.. aku akan guna semua kelebihan ku sebagai wanita.. .. so i can have the set.. no matter how long it will last.. aku nak pakai set tuh.. smpi dah lebam.. lunyai..

anyway.. im saying goodbye to these stuffs...

thank you for serving me so well.. dia orang je la yang teman kan aku masa aku sensorang...
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im soooooooo keeping this.. as long as i can...

mana2 aku pindah pon sok.. which i will.. akan ku heret ia sekali...
sorrry bbieeeyyyy....

untitle..

yup.. no title.. aku tukar lagi template blog aku.. memang aku cepat boring.. but whats with the sunflower?... .. maybe because i still have the vision of lexi and jon in my mind.. only those yang baca buku tu jer tau.. .. why do i blush? sbb aku perasan lexi tuh mcm aku... .. anyway.. hope u guys enjoy the new look.. refreshing isnt it?... am kinda bored with brown.. dark colour.. now mcm suka dgn soft tones..

confession of a shopaholic on the silver screen!!!

ohhh yea... while i was looking for some pic of sophie's books.. which i have uploaded on my previous entry.. i found out that CONFESSION OF A SHOPAHOLIC has been set up into a screenplay... OMG!!!!... i guess im the last person on earth to know.. errrr.. as the fan.. so the movie will be released next year.. on valentine day... 14022009... admittedly.. i havent been hit as hard as becky did.. and im not going to watch the movie as an escapism to who i am.. but i juz enjoy becky's character as she is.. so here is the trailer...

remember me? madagascar? packing?

REMEMBER ME?... and that my friend, is the latest book that im reading now.. ohhhhhh.. after ages of not doing so... yup.. by sophie kinsella.. trust me.. i tried to look for other books.. the motivational and inspirational one.. tak bleh blah la... so i get back to fictions.. chick lit of course.. nih pon sbb tgh tggu entry ke movie.. MADAGASCAR 2... talking bout the movie... ill get back to the book ok.. nak citer pasal katun nih dulu... it was hilllarious!!!!... i already booked the ticket a day before.. for the hubby, ijun(my brother) and me.. so when we collected it, the counter gal showed our sit position.. ok la.. since it was right at the back.. the last row.. waahhhh best nih... belakang sekali boleh buat suka2 ati ... it turned out the sits that we got was broken.. .. the hubby said.., "takpe sat gi kita tukar sit.. mesti tak ramai ni" .. ok then.. tup tup.. tu dia ehhhh.. penuh panggung wa cakap lu... apa nak buat.. we remain sitting there.. bukan patah ape pon.. xde tempat letak air je.. so.. here we go.. layan...

intro aje pon dah kelaka.. banyak sgt lah yang kelaka.. i cant describe it all here.. experience it urself.. for those yg tak minat katun tuh.. lynda.. i strongly suggest.. u should try cartoons!!! nih bukan sebarang katun tau... its not juz about the comedy.. its about the message behind it all.. comedy is juz the way how the message is being presented.. i really miss marty.. alex (alakay).. gloria.. melmon.. and all the side characters..

it was all about family.. how alex reunited with his father, zuba and mother, florrie... the fact that melman was actually in love with gloria.. and would do anything for her including volunteering himself as a sacrifice to a volcano to bring back the water for gloria and others when the waterhole has dried up.. how alex and marty survived their friendship... and how those penguins never stop on fixing things... and of course there is 'king' Julian and Maurice and... mort.. .. the movie aint the best.. but it worth to watch again and again.. with family of course...

ok then.. back to my reading hobby.. so while waiting for the movie.. me and ijun dropped by POPULAR bookstore.. it had been sooooooooooo long ok.. since i bought the last story book.. what was it? oohh yeaaa... math's riddle and jokes.. duhhhh... so i was attracted to sophie kinsella.. i have read the confession of a shopaholic.. i told myself that i should bought at least 2 books tonite.. tak plan pon.. ntah mcm mana those feelings and decision came thru.. so i did!!! there are REMEMBER ME? and CAN YOU KEEP A SECRET?.. and i also have no clue why didnt i continue the shopaholic series then?.. hmmm.. tak kisah la.. janji i manage to buy it!!!.. kalau pegi central market.. mesti ada jual yang second hand punyer... stop!!!.. ok.. i sounded like those character in one of sophie's books.. so... for the time being.. im reading the REMEMBER ME.. its about a 28 years old gal who had lost her 3 years memories.. the last thing she remember was the accident that she had 3 years ago which is a totally different accident with she had juz had 5 days ago.. and in the present days she is married with a millionnaire and also with a career that she never thought she could achieve.. all she can remember was how imperfect her life used to be.. and now everything seems so perfect?.... quite interesting huh?.. this is ssooooooooo a dream come true if its happen to me.. but of course with the same husband of mine... cant imagine if it were someone else.. can u? eeeuuuuwwwww... i know most of you have read it.. nope.. dont tell me how its end... dont u ever dare..

i think with all this reading.. and blogging of course.. i will never start packing.. plus.. the hubby is still sleeping.. he came home to teluk intan.. with me last nite.. along with all the boxes for packing purpose.. actually we have planned to do some packing today.. but its almost 12 now.. and he is still soundly snorring sleeping.. let him be.. so that i can continue blogging and.. reading...

bantal & tilam... tidak sekatil lagi...

... aku hanya mampu memerhati dari jauh... im not gonna take sides.. sbb pada aku.. dua2 pihak harus ada toleransi.. harus muhasabah diri masing2.. harus nilai baik buruk diri sendiri.. harus atasi masalah itu.. instead of running away from it.. ohhhh.. am i in denial?

cakap senang.. berat mata memandang.. berat lagi bahu yang memikul... kalau aku yang alami macam mana.. buat masa ini.. nauzubillah.. kerana aku belum bersedia.. dan aku tak tau.. if i will ever be ready for this?... will i be able to face it as a wise educated woman?.. or maybe i will be lot more worse than how abby is now... iman.. setipis kulit bawang.. mampukah aku?.. the bits and bobs of others.. we watch.. and we learn...

PART ONE



PART TWO


PART THREE


PART FOUR