i am switzerland

duhhhh.. i wish i can have both.. i wish i dont have to decide.. but he makes me.. he said it is my call.... geram aku tau.. when i tried to bring it up again.. he said that he doesnt mind which.. he will be ok either one.. tapi aku yg kena decide.. apsal akuuuuuuuuuuu.. why cant he... i wish i was not that so in love with him that he makes me do this.. i am so weak to object his every words.. to have chosen the right one.. no.. not the right one.. just the one.. of two..

ape merepek daaaa...

heeee.. ada bunyi cam isabella swan tak? hehehhehehe... she said that she was switzerland when it came to edward and jacob.. emphasizing that she was neutral and she didnt have to choose between the two men she had always love.. ala those yg baca tau lah...

berangan lagi aku.. aku dah khatam all 4 books.. tapi tak tau la naper.. cam tak leh nak erase dah all the images.. jangan tak caya.. i already started my second round of the saga.. walhal.. ada lagi 3 buku citer aku tak baca lagi.. jeffrey archer's prisoner of birth, sophie k's the undomestic goddes... and kate harrison's secret shoppers revenge.. . i think i really am.. severely bitten by the twilight bug mcm baiti kata.. not bug.. the vampire itself.. and the venom dah spread all over me... heeeeeeeeee...

next week dah school holidays.. time passes by just like that.. baru bulan 3 dah tak terkejar aku.. among azam tahun baru nak be ahead of time.. to be able to catch the dateline before it does.. la dah terbalik.. but still aku kejar.. though semput2 sket.. my husband kept asking bila nak start gi gim.. i was like... esok la.. hari ni tak larat.. berapa kali "esok" ntah..

anyway the title above bukan saja2 aje.. memang aku tgh susah ati.. cuti sekolah yang buat aku susah ati.. apa daaa... its a break!!! i supposedly to be jumping in joy... mcm cikgu2 lain.. mmmm... though tak semua sbb i know ramai yang kena buat extra classes.. tuition.. owwwhhh.. as for me.. bukan itu.. i managed to escape it all... no school at all this holidays.. 100% are mine.. hahahhaha... kalau kat sekolah lama mesti aku tak leh buat.. but still aku kena siapkan monthly test analysis which has to be submitted 2 days after school reopen.. takpe.. kacang ajer... ada masalah lagi besar nih...

cuti.. ada 9 hari semuanya.. and within those days.. i have 4 things that i need to do.. no.. 5 actually... which..

1. cameron highland.. PIL nak merisik my BIL's gf
2. tanjung karang.. anta penantin who is my own sister
3. PTK.. aku tggl satu paper je lagi nak lepas...
4. bangi.. my tudung ariani.. alaaaaa baitiiiiii...
5. low yat.. ada org kirim printer..

among those 5.. the first 2 yang sgt merunsingkan aku.. the other 3... hmmm... jgn marah ekkk.. i think ill skip my PTK.. it was my fault jugak when i didnt appeal to change the pusat.. cos i thought i would have the chance to go back to perak and meeting all my friends who i miss so much.. takpela.. some other time.. kena penalti dgn tunjuk surat sbb je kan.. as long as gaji aku jalan takde hal..

bangi.. ingatkan nak gi jumpa my good old buddy.. baiti and her precious lil ones.. and most of all sbb nak amik tudung tuh.. instead of posto.. baik jumpa kan.. if only i consider to go to TK baru leh gi sana...

same goes to low yat.. setakat kirim printer.. but still... if only aku pick TK.. then only i can drop by there..

the problem is.. CH or TK? MR MZMRIZA senang aje.. he puts it all on me.. dia cakap dia tak kisah... macam dia lak yang jadi " switzerland" nya.. helllooooo...

CH or TK.. senang cakap.. my family ke his family?... alaaaaaaaaaaa... frankly i wish i could go to both places... serious.. i just love to got to CH.. janjinya awal cuti nih.. on 14th until 18th.. sambil menyelam minum air.. ada obligation tapi still bleh indulge.. and on the way balik leh singgah perak.. catching up with frens there.. bestttt..

TK pulak is suppose to be on the 21st.. aku rasa sebab aku kena ada.. since im the eldest kan.. sedih la.. kalau aku takde.. aku yg sedih.. takleh nak teman mak.. cuma tak larat.. dgn big belly dia tuh.. mana nak larat sangat.. tak besar sgt pun.. baru 6 months.. tapi dia cam letih2.. kesian la tgk dia...

see my point?.. CH masa awal cuti.. TK pulak masa hujung cuti.. aku takde masalah sbb aku memang cuti sekolah!!!!.. the real culprit is MR MZMRIZA lah.. he cant have the whole week being absent for work.. bengang nya... kalaulah dia cikgu.. kan senang.. supposedly I AM SWITZERLAND.. nih dah terbalik plak.. pening makkkk ehhhhh...

abang.. aku sayang kamu.. sayyyyyannggg banget.. how could u leave me with all this mess.. hmmmm... dia takde pon.. dia gi main badminton.. and aku.. still contemplating...

pic courtesy of tungelstadailyphoto.blogspot.com

*side note: switzerland regarded as neutral because it never officially involved in any war though the country did help nazi(world war I) via their local banks but it was not proven to be true yet and up until today it never interfere in any sort of war- wikipedia