remembrance & reminder

Death begins when the heart stops beating. Deprived of oxygen, a cascade of cellular death commences, beginning with brain cells and ending with skin cells. Death is a process rather than an event. Specifying the moment of death usually involves deciding on a point from which there can be no return- www.deathonline.net

how does it feel when the soul being separate from the body when the moment of death comes? what were in the mind of those who face that moments? is it painful? or is it not? wallahualam..

all i know.. death is the only certain thing in life.. though.. none knows.. when will it happen.. when the time comes.. to each one of the livings.. one said.. we already have this agreement with ALLAH long before we were born.. the day will come when we have to fulfill it.. are we ready then?


on sunday.. march 22nd, 2009.. 5.00pm... my phone rang...

me : sayang...
abang : bang cik.... bang cik masuk icu.. bapak kata 50 -50..
me : astagfirullahalazim.. kenapa...
abang : suspect dengue.. nak balik ke?
me : i have a meeting tomorrow.. nak submit e-pantau...
abang : abg pun...
me : ok.. kita settle dulu hal kita.. mana yang dapat... dlm pukul 10 esok kita balik kl..
abang : ok..

on the same day.. 6.15pm.. the phone rang again..

abang : kita kena balik sekarang... bang cik nazak.. kritikal...
me : ok.. ill start packing..

we departed around 7.05pm-7.10pm.. we were on the way to my HM house because i needed to drop the school laptop before we left when at 7.30 pm.. abang's phone rang.. it was a call from ket.. abang's second brother... he was shaking to pick it up.. then i heard his voice saying..

abang : ket.... bang cik dah tak da ka?... innalillah...

we didnt hear a thing then.. just the sound of quran reciting from the nearby surau.. abang was devastated.. he stopped the car by the road side.. i drove then.. i had never seen him so fragile.. for that day he had lost his brother.. the one who we last met during dila's wedding.. ALLAH loves him more..

cause of death.. was not dengue.. but a massive pulmonary haemorrhage.. does it matter now? yes for the livings.. and.. may ALLAh bless his soul..
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both pic's were taken last 2008 aidilfitri



allahyarham muhammad muzahir bin rosli@bang chick
10/11/1986 - 22 /3/2009
al-fatihah...