unconditional love.. in the la la land...

Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why it's called the present... this is the third day for my husband been working far far way at the la la land.. taklah.. dungun terengganu je.. which is about 300 to 400 km from where i am now... hmmm... demi sebuah kehidupan... yelah... tak semua benda yang kita nak kita dapat... it comes with pengorbanan... at first.. well the earlier stage of our marriage.. it was hard... i used to be a typical woman who was hoping to come home everyday after work to prepare myself for my husband during nite time.. his dinner... watching news, tv program together.. making coffee for him... hmmm... well... it didnt happen the way i expected it to be.. i chose a civil engineer as my husband.. the work depends on the duration of the project.. and i guess i forgot to prepare myself for all the consequences... mula-mula dulu dia kat kuantan.. then ipoh.. then alor setar... then kuala kgsr... dekat lah masa kat kuala tuh... but still he couldnt be home everyday.. it took him 4 1/2 hours to travel to and fro... so he was only home every two days jek... i took quite a sometime to accept it.. but my dear husband.. didnt give up on me.. he comes to me.. to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly... that's who he is... who always believe in me without any prejudice...

alhamdulillah bulan pose ni.. ramadhan al mubarak... tuhan Ya Rahman Ya Rahim telah membuka mata hati ku... aku dah tak tensen mcm dulu.. cuma kadang2 tuh risau.. especially bila aku call hp.. he didnt pick it up...aaa... yang tuh pantang tuh... well im still working on it... terlampau risau pun bahaya gak..

abang... you are a blessing from god.. to me who is so full of flaws.. for that... i will always love you...unconditionally.. moga Ya Rahman Ya Rahim panjangkan umur kita...sihatkan tubuh badan kita.. panjangkan jodoh kita... ayang janji.. ayang akan cuba jaga diri, hiasi peribadi untuk abang... ayang promise ayang will be less complicated and not to be any drama queen anymore... ayang realize now.. that everything happens for a reason... kan abang... ayang saaaayang abang... muah!! jgn lupa batik sutera ayang tau...